it's not a blog, it's a freaking deathwish

redirecting..

2006-08-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

yes, this is me.

new blog at http://noonereallycaresaboutyourteenageangst.blogspot.com

see ya there, homies.

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2006-08-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK...NAH I'M NOT...

HELLO MR POH :P

this is our last dance

2006-04-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

Song Playing -> Skylines and Turnstiles by MCR

okay, this is gonna be my LAST post on my blog since the earlier posts are moronic and peppered with hints of teenie-ism. i'm fucking disgusted at myself.

i've began to write a personal diary named 'My Chemical Diary' and it's gonna be PERSONAL and not wide open like a blog. come to think of it, blogs are pretty stupid. geez, why did i even start?

anyway, i don't plan to delete this blog cuz there are certain memories that i want to treasure. excluding the teenie posts of course.

well this is me signing off. bye.

xoxo

melissa

ceremonies

2005-12-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Song 2 by Blur (whoo hoo!!)

oh wow..it's been ages since i've blogged..it's not that my life has been hopelessly mundane these days. i have got so much inspiration to rant away about the fucked up world we live in but whenever i open the blogger mainpage, i get so drained that all the fire inside me extinguishes. well i don't suppose that i could go really deep into issues in this post, though. pity, cos so much stuff is happening all around the world now.

anyway, i just got a letter from MOE (ministry of education) today to inform me that i've gotten the EAGLES award for outstanding leadership and contribution and stuff. i was delighted. WAS. until i read the bottom note. it went 'your school would be presenting you with the cash voucher in january 2006'. hell, i went nuts!! this means that i have a 80% chance to go onto stage to receive this award!! shit, i'm so gonna screw up and blush like no one's bloody business. i mean, geez..thanks for the recognition and all but what's with all the ceremonies and stuff?? fortunately, i don't have to do a ass-kissing speech like what those winners do in award shows. 'i would like to thank God, my director, my mom and dad and my yoga instructor and my hairdresser and blah blah blah..' and, for the record, i'm still bitter that MCR didn't win any MTV awards..grrr..

alright..this is all for now. i have no drive to go on and on about world issues. i shall get to that soon..till then, bye!!

chronic fatigue

2005-12-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> All I Want For Christmas Is You by MCR

i have to first apologise for not blogging right after my 7 day walk..i was too tired..haha. well, the walk was actually pretty enjoyable and it felt awesome once we reached back at school to such a large welcome and all. you know those Miss Universe contestants cry when they won the crown cos they're too happy? well before the walk, i thought that they were friggin attention seekers that wanna bask in all that spotlight by showing off their acting skills..but..geez..i really felt like crying after reaching the school. i didn't in the end but it was that kinda moment that you're just so relieved and touched that your emotions take the upper hand and tears start to form in your eyes..yea. anyway, the walk really helped me to find out more about my other guides and it was eye opening, really. the blisters were fucking horrid but..as they say..no pain, no gain. the last day was the toughest for me..my legs were practically screaming and i could seriously see the road in front of me contracting..my senior reckoned it was hallucinations..but i think it's probably just some nerve in my brain wrecking havoc. you know, that's about all i can say for now..cos if i were to give a day to day rundown, it'll probably take 7 individual blog entries. i'm gonna get a dvd of the walk though..so i'll try to link it or something once i get it.

i just returned from KL this afternoon. my mom's family's there so yea. went shopping and I BOUGHT TWO GC A GREEN DAY SHIRT!!! it was originally tagged with the price tag of RM25.90 but with the gift of gab, my mom managed to cut the price down to RM15!! so it's only S$7.50!! it's super fuckass CHEAP!! i got several *cough* dvds *cough* too..hooray!!

bleh..i'm tired again..god, i think i've got chronic fatigue. seriously. i think i got it from my walk. anyway, i shall blog again, never fear!! okay..enough crap. toodles.

Jammin'

2005-11-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> nothing

first of all, check out the ghost of you video by MCR at the bottom..i so fucking love it!! fuck those morons that say that MCR's too drama!! okay..i know that i haven't blogged for like..1000 years but..i am now aren't i? the school holidays have been B-O-R-I-N-G and we gotta train like mad ass freaks for the 7 day walk. you know, we actually walked from our school to freaking WHITE SANDS and back that day? now, my legs feel like shit and my back makes me feel like some pregnant woman.

anyway, enough of my old lady ramblings. my band and i went jamming today!! whoo!!! the twins played us some new songs and we added all the drum/bass/keyboards parts and we played it all together..it was AWESOME!! i also realised that the bass drum ain't that difficult..and that if i had put less concentration on it, the sound would just come out magically!! haha. anyways, it was a great time overall and we all came out happy and smiling..until we saw that it was pouring cats and dogs outside, that is.

the twins bought Kerrang! and we telling us about the stuff in there..about Bert and all..and they also said that there was a Frank MCR interview and when they read it, they got reminded of me!! haha..i have got the link to the article and reading over it..i really can't tell if it sounds like me or not. haha!! but it's an honour to be compared to him though..well here's the link!! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v139/killer_odd_sock/frankie.jpg

pop inc is getting from horrid to HORRENDOUS. really. the pair of twins that join colby to host are just IRRITATING. there's just something about them that i just can't stand! i mean, colby is a good host and all but the twins keep standing in front with their high bimbo ponytails and all..they're practically an insult to twins!! the sms board are also full of morons with too much money to spend. i watched once and there were these people talking about Captain Planet and whatever rubbish. and of course, mrsbouvier struck again after they play a SP video..she went 'PIERRE IS ALL MINE!! SP ROCKS!!'..i really wished i hadn't seen that. cos i got a great awakening that the teeny era isn't dying yet. you know what? i bet that it'll never end. EVER. *kneels down on floor and grips hair dramatically* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

that's all for now. i wanna go watch Child of Our Time. IT KICKS POP INC ASS!! but, what doesn't?

RIP? not with such morons around.

2005-10-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Cemetery Drive by MCR (how relevant!! i'm fated to blog this!!)

you might be wondering what i meant when i wrote that the song was relevant to this post of mine. no, it's not that i have a new found obsession with drinking in cemeteries. it's because of this article that i read in the papers this morning.

you know about these 4D maniacs that go round cemeteries just to get 'lucky numbers'. CAN'T THEY LET THE DEAD JUST FUCKING REST IN PEACE??? the acronym R.I.P ain't there for show you know!! i was really enraged when i read it..you could practically see smoke escaping from my ears!! these punters actually go to the extent in going to mediums that go round the cemeteries late at night to search for FRESH GRAVES TO GET NUMBERS FROM!! imagine yourself, a freshly buried corpse, being disturbed by NONSENSICAL MORONS that want to ask you for lucky numbers to make them richer. TO HELL WITH THEM!! literally. some even drive like bamboo poles into the ground to 'force' the spirit for numbers!! whoa!! that's so immoral!! in the papers some time ago, the very same assholes went to a murder scene to get the numbers!! argh!!! they're so twatty that i have no other words to describe them. according to one of the gits, they don't call each other by their names in the cemetery because it'll make it easier for the spirits to possess them or something. HAH! i hope one of them screws up and gets haunted in the end. that'll show them!! you know what, i actually think that once these pansies died and go six feet under, the next generation of punters would do the EXACT same thing to them. haha!! retribution is such a sweet thing that i can just dive into it's superiority.

that's all about cemeteries..i got loads more fire inside me but my mind's blocked. maybe i'll bring it up some other time..okay..rest in peace.

I'm not much a poet but a criminal

2005-10-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

i survived the results..whew..my english was the best as usual..and i actually failed chemistry!! by like two marks and now i gotta do the bridging course stuff during the vacation. haha..it's ironic cos it's not actually a holiday. we still have to run here and there to do stuff during the hols. but oh well..the walk would definitely be a highlight!!

we had friggin mother tongue drills during the last week and i was demoted..haha..from band 1 to band 2. oh well, at least i won't be under all that pressure to get better grades. i sat with melissa lee and we had rather..ahem..interesting conversations on how every song is actually horny in some way or another. i mean, it might not be THAT explicit but by deciphering the little hints of perversion in the lyrics..you have a whole new view of what some might consider 'innocent' kiddy songs. hmm..that's pretty deep. go think about that for a bit.

i've also been writing more lyrics/poems lately. i realised something about my style. it's NEVER happy. like NEVER. sometimes i think 'okay melissa, happy thoughts..happy thoughts' but all that comes out something bloody or maniacal..my lyrics are dark-ish. i really don't know where all this darkness comes from. but i guess that it's one of the most gripping sort to write..for me. so that day i was with grace in a maths tuition and we both got bored cos the topic was damn ass difficult. i was doodling and she wrote this really suicidal poem for me to read. it was unexpected from such a chirpy person like her..haha..right grace??? and so anyway i decided to write a poem as well and so i wrote. once i finished, i read it through and i thought it was pretty freaky. my friends at school who read it also thought it was scary..haha..as you can read on the tagboard, sufie's bugging me to post the poem so..here it goes..it's COPYRIGHTED so don't you dare try to copy any parts of it, you parasite!!

Title: My Promise

Staring at the blade, I draw it closer to me

Hoping that it would help me to finally break free

Taking the first slit across my wrist

The pain made me shudder, my mind in a mist

Nothing that this caused me could make me forget

The past incidences that I regret

Tears stream down my battered face

The blood from my tongue, I now taste

Taking a sip from the broken jar

It opened up my old scars

You pushed me away when I was down

To you, my cries were just another sound

I'll come back with vengence on my mind

And you'll be the first in line

I'm taking you away with me

To the place you never wanted to be

My eyelids close and the blade falls with a clatter

The jar in my hand crash with a shatter

Goodnight, my love, I'll watch you when you sleep

My promise for revenge, I'll be waiting to keep

haha..don't ask me where all that vengefulness came from!! i have not and will hopefully not be in this situation. maybe i was this tortured poet in my past life or something. oh yes, a random fact for you. Anglo-Irish playwright/poet/writer, Oscar Wilde, was born on my birthday..he wrote stuff like The Picture of Dorian Gray and The Importance of Being Earnest..you can look here.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oscar_Wilde if you want to..it's pretty intersting.

okay then..while you go digest whatever i said in this LONG, LONG post, i bid you farewell and shall leave you with a quote from Oscar Wilde: 'There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating: people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.'..toodles!!

Way down.

2005-10-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Anchors Away by Bouncing Souls

as you can see, i've cut off all the chatting with crap cos i was too lazy..hahaha..alrighty back to my blog.

i was chatting with Ash just now. she can't believe i'm in 3/7..do i seem THAT dumb?? hah! and i realised that she was 20 cm taller than me (i'm 150cm)..woahhhhhhhhhh..and she's actually a year younger than me..woahhhhhh..

anyway, my results would be coming out next monday..i'm telling you, that'll be the day that i vanish from the surface of the planet we call earth. *hears people cheering in the background* i actually already know my a maths results cos Mr Poh wanted to make me feel less depressed about a maths..yea..i am depressed. but my results made me happy..yay!! i don't feel so moronic anymore!! but my chinese was kinda sucky..i got like B3!! and i think was pushed down to band 2..oh well..less stressful then. i am still really paranoid about my other results. some people think that i'm confident cos i dare to ask and answer questions in class and all but deep, deep down, i'm just this depressed loser that can't go about a day without feeling down at some point. really. it's true. i think i need therapy. i can't recall the last time i took a test where i could go 'whooo!! i'm gonna ace this one'. in actual fact, i never had this feeling at all. i don't do that cos i'm afraid that i'll end up disappointed.

i'm an angry person too. too angry for my own good. i'm just this acid lava volcano (note: acid lava volcanoes have more violent eruptions) that erupts everyday and murders all the innocent people around me..okay..not all are innocent. i don't shout and punch people much (do i?) but i do get very very very very worked up. whenever i start ranting, my mom tells me to cool down cos i 'would get high blood pressure and eventually have a heart attack'. God, i think i really have high blood pressure. i'm angry towards everyone sometimes. like the whole world's against me. or vice versa. maybe it's my nature but i guess that this idiotic world is actually that awful. so it ain't my fault 100%. sometimes i think that i'll become some vigilante or something like that. hahah..i'm just that kinda person that's willing to suffer to prove my point. really.

that's enough about me. anyway, i was thinking of a coffin for myself. i mean, morbidness aside, you gotta plan well right? you don't wanna end up in some stinking coffin that you don't enjoy. it's like the last lying place for your physical self and it's gotta be kickass or else, you won't rise up (or go down) in peace. i think that the one that they used in the Helena video is an absolute beauty. ain't it mate?

here's a picture of it!!

you can hardly see anything but i thought it was a cool picture..haha!! for the real thing, go and watch the Helena video!!

okay..that's all..i'm tired..Yvonne's pestering me on msn :) see you soon..if i make it, that is..

ATTACK OF THE TEENYS!!!

2005-10-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> River Below by Billy Talent

Chatting With-> nada

Thinking-> Pop Inc sucks. bring Most Wanted back NOW!!!

the exams are almost over..except for geography paper one and e maths. oh well..those don't require much brain power. looking back, the other papers were just..weird. weird in the sense that you are so numbed by it by the time it ends that you just forget all about it. physics and chemistry were tricky tricky papers..chemistry got me going mad. i was mugging so much that i went to the loo like 7 times and i scolded a lizard which was pissing me off. yea..argh!! a maths was actually okay..some were just crazy but most of them were pretty okay. and now, i'm addicted to coffee!! i used to steal some from my mom's cup when i was little and then she barred me from drinking. and now, the addiction is back!! and i absolutely adore it..but my mom thinks otherwise..caffine IS bad for me but..ya noe..you gotta enjoy the simple pleasures in life!! okay..that was lame.

anyway, my main point of today's post is to complain about the absolute morons that invade the Pop Inc sms board. you know, i'm completely fine with people smsing in to say that a band is great or something but those teeny boppers that never fail to make me want to rip my guts out keep popping out!! they'll post comments like 'blah blah is SO HOT!!!! *drools* he's MINE!!! no sharing!!' and it IRKS me. it makes me so DISGUSTED that i want to GOUGE MY EYEBALLS OUT and curse my sense of sight. i'm not exaggerating here. it's how i really feel. like today, i was watching and they played MCR. my eyes wandered to the sms board (damn those eyes!!) and what i saw on the board made me want to jump out of the window. there were stuff like 'gerard way is sooooo hot!!!' and 'frank is hot!! he's mine!!'. and of course, you can always count on mrsbouvier to make you puke. she was just posting stuff like 'i'm in love with sp!! *drools* pierre is hot!!' all the time!! in EVERY FRIGGING VIDEO!!! and when they finally played SP, she went beserk, as expected. and there was also this asshole that said that SP is a poser band and that pierre was acting like a rocker when he was not. WHAT THE HELL IS HIS DEFINITION OF ROCKER? pierre does NOT act like a rocker and he doesn't pretend to be one!! i think that that twat that posted that comment was more of the poser!!

and there's more. bibbles told me that this poster nicknamed (ironically) gothgurl or something like that smsed and said 'gerard way is so hot!! come to me gerard cos i love you'. even i, who didn't see it myself got goosebumps so large that they seemed like i had chickenpox. i don't get it. these teenys can go round saying that they 'love' the guy when they don't even know them personally!! it's perfectly normal to think that a particular person is good looking but you don't have to announce it to everyone do you? and some can even say that frank or whoever is THEIRS and there is NO SHARING. HELLO??? IS THERE EVEN ANY HOPE OF FINDING A FRAGMENT OF A BRAIN CELL IN THAT HOLLOW SKULL OF YOURS?? obviously not. the guys don't even know you exist my very idiotic imbeciles!! and they probably have a girlfriend or something already. haha..their brainless puns never fail to make me laugh.

with that in mind, i think that Pop Inc should either get rid of the whole damned board or filter out these stupid comments. they give Singaporeans a bad name..cos most of us are normal, sensible people. unlike some.

We are OPPRESSED

2005-09-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Hang 'Em High by MCR

Chatting With-> no one

Thinking-> should i get MCR's first album??

well, i actually had a post before this one on a particular anonymous..ahem..educator but i read the papers this morning that these girls got suspended cos they criticised their teachers on their blogs. so i decided to save my ass and delete it. that sucks.

i really don't get it. a blog is supposed to be like an online diary and what's the point of one if you can't write your views? is it me or are blogs now online kiss-ass novels? well, it's gonna be soon. i totally agree in the people getting sued for racist comments but it seems that more and more 'laws' are gonna spring up on bloggers. so much that the only thing we can blog about is a fake cotton candy world where everything is perfect and where everyone is good. the irony.

that's it. since i can't say anymore cos i might end up getting SUED or SUSPENDED.

Moronic Magazines

2005-09-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

Video Playing-> The Ghost of You by MCR..YAY!!! I MANAGED TO SAVE IT!!! WHEEE!!

Chatting With-> no one

Thinking-> Mikey Way isn't a mannequinn after all!!

i'm back from Bangkok!! i bought loads of stuff..like my shirts and ties and sneakers and all..anyway, i'm in no mood for elaborating too much on it now cos there are more pressing issues that i have to let out..like the DISGUSTINGLY HORRIFYING mistakes the magazines here make.

i don't get it. really. now, both Lime and Teenage have MCR in them. fine. whatever. let all the teenies go ga-ga over them just cos they fancy one (or a few) of them or think that "they-are-goth-so-liking-them-makes-me-goth-as-well". fortunately, most people i know either like them for their MUSIC or find them freaky. that's good. you better not let me be near some teeny that thinks that one of them is "cute" and therefore claims that she's their "number one fan". i'll unleash my rage on her. you wouldn't wanna know what'll happen to her then.

anyway, Lime did a good job by having an interview with Mikey, so kudos to them for that. at least they didn't make any unforgivable mistakes like Teenage!! firstly, they referred to GC's "I Just Wanna Live" as "I Just Want To Live", fine, i'll let that go..but they actually had the nerve to put a MCR band pic and referred to BOB as MATT!! what the hell is WRONG with the twat that they call a journalist? what was worse was that the moronic editor did not even change it!! argh!! i can just imagine the teenies saying "Oooh...i love MCR!! especially Matt!! he's the drummer right??". yea, he WAS. imagine the look on my face if THAT were to happen. they also said "All hail the pretty boys of rock!!". SCREW THEM!! MCR aren't in the music industry to be another fucking boyband!! you already have the Backstreet Bozos for that!! i remember clearly that they also had another article a few months back on what type of rocker you are or something. hell, like THAT was of any use. the options were so damn exaggerated!! they also stereotyped each type of rocker. gits.

Teens magazine ain't much better. they had an interview with Paul of GC and the editor mentioned that he was the DRUMMER in a reply for a fan letter. and the best part was, the writer for that article wrote that Paul was the bassist (which is correct, for all you teenies reading now). see!! even the journo was more aware than the editor!! this therefore leads me to conclude that some editors in Singapore are either blind or have no idea who's who in the music scene. shame isn't it? if that's the case, sign my grandma up for an editorial post then.

what i can't stand is also the number of punk posers nowadays. it sends chills down my spine whenever i see one of them. ergh. they think that they're punk just cos they break school rules and rebel against everything. geez, if they're punk, i'm the queen of England. don't get me started on the people who add the word 'rocks' to the end of every sentence. if i ever heard that from them for more than three times, the only rock they'll ever get is the one that i'm going to shove up their ass.

another thing that i can't stand is the number of morons i see on Pop Inc. this new MTV request show. you see, these too-much-money-to-waste people spend 70 cents to send in crap messages. this one particularly struck me. this girl nicknamed 'mrsbouvier' (as in Pierre Bouvier for SP) went 'Oh my Pierre!! this video rocks!!' on the sms board. i got so irritated that i almost threw the controller at the tv screen. this, my friends, is a CLASSIC example of a teeny. avoid them at all costs.

alright. that's enough now. better not write anymore or else i'll get sued even more. ta-ta!!

Off to Bangkok!!

2005-09-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Under Pressure by MCR and The Used

Chatting With-> no one..i'm just a loner..

Thinking-> hurrah!! can't wait!!

yay!! i'm going to bangkok tomorrow!! i have an exact idea of what i'm gonna get..i'm getting those black shirts that MCR and all wear..maybe some of the white ones as well..a red and a black tie, pants, jeans, tees and loads of stuff!! whoohoo!!

anyway, school's over!! for a week, that is..but it's such a great feeling!! school hasn't been exactly horrid..it actually isn't. we had our presentation of our literature project on tuesday and it went pretty darn well!! there were some..ahem..hiccups before the performance caused by you-know-who-you-are-so-haha but in the end, by the good will of God (we actually prayed for help), the problem was solved and we're all HAPPY!! then there was the teachers' day celebration and it was great cos we got to sit on the terrace..bob and i talked like those darned mats again and it was amusing..we talked about the VMAs and all..oh yeah!! the VMAs was kinda..erm..bad? i mean, i love Green Day and all but MCR actually won NOTHING?!?!?! argh!! it was such a horrid piece of news..poor MCR..

the shows on the telly these days are dumb. i mean, the assholic whatever things is coming back and they actually want us to send ideas on what other stupid stuff they can do?? i'm telling you, i dare them to cut the whole fucking show out!! it's absolute crap.

i've been listening to the radio recently as well and i realise that absolute morons can call in and somehow win stuff by getting numerous amounts of hints from those soft hearted deejays. WTF, honestly. i remembered calling in once to win an album that i really really really wanted and i couldn't even get in. what was worse was that the damned winner (or wiener) couldn't even answer the simplest question in the entire recorded history of radio contests!! she was like, "ermmm.." and the oh-so-kind deejay just hinted and hinted like it was no one's business. and when she got the album completely out of fluke, i could practically hear all the worthy people howling like werewolves on a full moon. trust me, i was one of them. bob also told me about some other idiots on the radio winning stuff due to luck and zero usage of brains. i'm really pissed with it. don't even get me started.

so yeah..the media really sucks at times..especially when they involve bimbos and himbos alike doing dumb stuff to get their 30 seconds of 'fame'. sometimes, i get so depressed when i watch these stuff cos my brain keeps screaming "WHERE HAVE ALL THE SMART PEOPLE GONE?!". smart as in people who are actually aware of what they're doing on air and know their stuff. these are an endangered species..protect whenever you can.

okay..that's enough. i can just imagine an army of bimbos running towards me in their mini skirts and frilly..things and trying to scratch me with their nails..i can't wait. right.

My Bloody Romance

2005-08-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> The Importance Of Being Idle by Oasis

Chatting With-> my imaginary friend, Busher

Thinking-> you can't possibly take me seriously can you?

i think that i'll only be able to blog once a week from this time onwards. pretty pathetic actually, considering the amount of stuff i go through each day. oh well.

i was getting back and the damned door had such a sharp edge that i got cut. i thought that it was just a scratch so i didn't bother looking at it. but then, by the time i went to look at it, it was already bleeding quite a bit!! no big right? but, as i looked closer, i saw the brilliant vermilion shade of the blood and i was just so attracted to it. *watches as people gape with jaws hanging* i mean, it was so pretty that i didn't even want to wash it!! *watches as people run away* i even took pictures of it. *watches as people approach me with stakes* i just love looking at blood. it's great. *ducks as people try to drive stakes into my heart* but i'm not a fucking vampire, dammit!! cos i got people looking at me with really weird faces and edging further away from me when i told them this. haha!! i just love making people freak out. it's fun!!

on the note of blood, i don't see the reason in girls being so squeamish of it!! i mean, some practically pass out at the slightest hint of bleeding!! being a girl, i get to see a whole load of blood each month for a week. you get it don't you? i bet that these other girls DO see the same thing as me. so why are they afraid of blood then? they should probably get used to it or something. either that or they shut their eyes or end up collapsing onto the ground everytime they change. geez.

alright, enough on blood already. school was actually good this week. there were tests and all as usual but i mean, the whole vibe was much better. i think our class broke a record today. we had three tests in a row. there was literature first which was actually okay but the short span of time given really threw us off. then there was e maths. it was okay. and finally *drum roll please* there was chemistry. i am actually quite okay in chemistry judging from the previous exams and all but this chapter was a KILLER!! it's the calculation of moles and molar volume and all..argh!! the darned paper was so tough that i even forgot all that i revised the day before. the test ended with the whole class erupting into whines and lines like 'sure fail one!!'. trust me. i was one of them.

okay then. it's getting late now. my contacts are prying themselves from my eyeballs already. so see ya later yea.

The Thinker

2005-08-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Sugar, We're Going Down by Fall Out Boy

Chatting With-> no one

Thinking-> what the hell are my hamsters doing?!?!

okay, i'm such a useless blogger. i haven't blogged in round a month..and so much stuff has been going on!! basically, life's fun and i discovered stuff about myself. the stuff i do with my fellow 'brudders' are getting funnier and more moronic each day..and i'm loving it!!

well, i just cut my hair and it's short now..it's not like a boy's hairstyle..it's just short..geddit? okay then. i am in a more thinking mood nowadays. i always was actually. like i can just sit down and just watch people and think about how the society's gonna be and all. i'm getting philosophical and deep. i'm proud of that. but sometimes, i can think and predict so much that i end up making myself depressed. freaky huh? oh well, i'm just this confused kid. i don't know. you see, i can't really classify myself as being someone or something cos i react differently to different people and different places. like in class, i can be the class clown and all but when i go out, i tend to be really anti-social and keep thinking about how horrid these 'fellow' teens of mine behave. it's a disgrace. some have no bloody manners or consideration for others. sometimes i just feel like giving them a good telling off.

since that i'm in secondary school and being surrounded by angsty teenagers and all, i often hear of the problems of them and their parents/boyfriends/girlfriends and i just wanna break free of all these crap. so that's why i isolate myself from these sorts and just talk about music with my mates. it's not an act of anti-socialism. it's a survival skill called minding your own business. i'm not saying that people who get involved in all these are morons. i'm just saying that life is too short for you to complain about problems and dwell on them like they're gonna affect your whole life. i'm happier being oblivious to all these.

i can't stand people who slit their wrists and all. what the hell is their problem? i can understand that they might be sad but why do they have to do all these fucking shit? it's not like it's gonna help in anyway. you're just scarring yourself and making yourself succumb to your sadness.

okay then. that's enough ranting. so long and you can go back to your life now.

GC CONCERT PIX!!

2005-07-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> The Day That I Die By Good Charlotte
Chatting With-> Mel Lee..or Lily Lee Li Li..hahah
Thinking-> yay!! pix!!

yay!! i can finally put pix up!! i have quite a few and they were all taken by my mates..cos i was dumb enough not to have my camera with me in the friggin front row..oh well..i actually have damn exclusive pix but i can't put them up here..they're..special..soz anyway..aight!! here it goes!!

This is BENJI!! He and his pinky guitar..haha..too bad you can't see his beautiful tattoos from here..

This is Billy!! He came to our side often and looked so cute!! Cool dude, Billy Martin..

This is Paul!! He was on our side but didn't respond much to our 'Paul, you rock!!' screams..oh well

And how can we forget Joel? He didn't sing out of key at all!! Well..at least i didn't hear any..

hmm..there are actually quite a few more..but i'm too tired to put anymore..muahahahaa..oh well..ciao!!

GC GC GC!!!

2005-07-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Jump by The Faders

Chatting With-> no one

Thinking-> dohhhhhh...

alright, i know that i haven't blogged in a while..that's cos i was too busy!! THE GC CONCERT WAS SO SUPER AWESOME!!! we happened to be in THE FRONT ROW on paul's side..so yay!! we made friends with a security uncle who was so NICE!! he kept making sure we were alright during the gig and at one point, seeing that we were doing , he also did it!! haha!! so cute!!

GC looked so nice in real life!! i was right in front of this massive speaker so they usually stood on it and sang..drool..i was jumping like a mad cow as usual and head banged and so on..the rest were also doing that..once, the twins and jobo flashed the middle finger at Benji and he looked pretty pissed..he then turned back and flashed it back at them!! haha..

let's see..Joel sang to me while he was on the speakers, Billy was smiling at all of us when we did the hand movements for the 'fa-al-all-all..' part in Lifestyles and..okay..my mates must have heard this a ton of times..soz for the bragginess..Benji looked at me, leaned forward, smiled and did to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so damn happy okay..i could practically fly!! well..actually through the whole thing, i kept staring at him and okay..somehow..flirted with him..i bet he knew..cos he looked in my direction quite a couple of times and yeah..smiled and all..awwwwwwwwww..i'm gonna die now..okay..sorry for all the idioticness..forget about what i said if it disgusted you..ahha..Benji made some statements on him wanting to get a citizenship here and needing to marry someone here to get it..he then said 'if we're gonna get married, we might as well have sex!!' it was so funny when he said it..i wondered what all the parents present thought about that!!

hmm..the show was sadly short..around an hour plus..i was so friggin sad when it ended..i was screaming 'I WANT MORE!! I WANT MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!' i was so screamy..even my mate next to me looked at me as if i was mad..we then tried to wait for them to come out but to no avail..aww man..that totally sucked..well, i didn't take any pix but my mates did!! i don't have the time to upload them now..so i would most prob do it in the next post..yay!!

yesterday i went to Orchard for tuition and then later walked to HMV to buy stuff..i got two Warped Tour Compilation albums, '04 and '05 and a GC Live in Brixton DVD..i was so guilty after that..but..i guess i'll just eat less during recess..the Warped Tour albums were pretty good..and it was worth the money cos it had aroung 50 plus songs in one..aha!! i saw the MxPx Panic album and wanted to get it but it was friggin 39 bucks!! and their one album was 33 bucks..so i have no idea how i'm gonna get my hands on the Panic album for a normal price..man..

aight..gotta get off now..see ya soon dudes!!

Laughter

2005-07-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Be Yourself by Audioslave
Chatting With-> Yvonne
Thinking-> my nose is itchy

you know what? i realised that i love the smell of smokers clothes after they have a smoke. like you know..that ashy/minty/smokish smell? i remember that i loved my granddad's mintish scent after he smoked..and he died of lung cancer due to smoking coincidently..it's ironic..i really don't like people to smoke, and yet, i love the after scent (stench?) of cigarettes..ahaha..even my favourite ambi pur scent is after tobacco!! hahah..it's scary..hahah..

we had the debate thingy yesterday and it was pretty cool!! yvonne, bhavna and i brought along 'supporters' in the form of the twins, preethi and sufie and we were led to the bar (yes..B-A-R)..for some wonky reason, the 'supporters' were not allowed to go in till 1 plus..so the poor fellows had to wait outside for 2 hours..so yvonne, bhavna and i went in and got our t shirts and stuff..the place was pretty smoky..and no, not having the ashy/minty/smokish smell i like..we waited till the 'supporters' could come in and ushered the rest in..we then watched the debate..it was darn good!! after the debate, there were some other stuff and they HAD to have the results after some idiot party..and so everyone started dancing like mad cows..and we bailed. sufie and germaine became a bit claustrophobic too..we then made our way to the mrt station and yvonne's mom told her to go home..so yeah :( then bhavna had to meet her sis somewhere else..so there was preethi, sufie, twins and i left..we went to parco and had pasta..it was so crowded!! after that, we walked past a news stand and i spotted some magazines with some nice bands on them and the twins squealed and all..ahaha..i then saw the Modern Drummer magazine..i was so thrilled!! until i saw the price..14 bucks!! i was tempted but i resisted..sadness..the train ride home was amusing!!! the twins and i began embarassing sufie and preethi by singing and speaking in short tongue in the train..we then got to the tanah merah station and the train opposite had this stupid advertisement with people holding hands and raising their arms up!! i laughed till i squatted on the floor!! it was so hysterical!! that's all for that day..

today, jobo and i went to pearlyn's house to do a chinese project. it was really funny too!! we made pearlyn seem like a moron on messenger and we also had fun with her cursor by putting the cursor, which was a blue penguin btw, over the faces of band members in videos we watched on launch!! i laughed till my stomach hurt!! jobo and i also tried red bull..i drank the most..and jobo and i were debating on who was more drunk..in actual fact, i don't think any of us were..the taste was okay..but it tasted awful once it wasn't chilled..it was..affected..and i couldn't even finish the can!! it didn't really work as well, when bobo and i were going home, we both felt pretty sleepy..oh well..

that's all i guess..my fingers can't take typing no more..i wanna go watch mtv..yeah!! bye!!

Desperate teens

2005-07-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Staring At The Sun by Rooster

Chatting With-> melissa..lee

Thinking-> yvonne rocks!! ;)

i'm been really busy..okay..lazy..these few days..IT'S THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT??!! okay..school has actually been fine..there was a change in physics and e maths teachers..no comments on that..homework has been coming fast and furious..not to mention tests!! there are gonna be three tests next week!! i'm so gonna have nightmares..

oh well..i just finished my tuition for chinese and we wrote a compo on the badly behaving teens thse days. i couldn't agree more!! you know, i have to say that most of the teens are actually nice..it's just that minority of assholes that stick up like a sore thumb. i mean, i don't know what the hell their problem is. they so rude and have no respect or sympathy for anyone around them!! they practically treat others like they're dirt or something. i may sound like a goody-two-shoes person now..but since when was that wrong? being goody-two-shoes doesn't mean that you obey everything and not disagreeing with what you think is wrong..the whole concept of it is totally warped. i personally do not agree with everything that people tell me. but i don't roll my eyeballs and start cursing and all!! i just try to accept it and if it's too much, i'll just tell them. why can't these 'troubled' teens do the same? i bet it's because they're actually too dumb to start an intelligent conversation. all they can say is 'fuck this, fuck that'..tell me, who doesn't know how to say THAT? yeah yeah..it's all about teenage angst..right. it's more like a desperate cry for attention!!

oh well..that's enough of me dissing people..may the force be with you..

Homework Horror!!

2005-06-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> The Ghost Of You by My Chemical Romance

Chatting With-> nobody

Thinking-> can't wait to see the ghost of you video!!

school's starting in less than a week and i'm feeling so down..the homework pile is suddenly weighing me down..and it sucks so bad!! i also can't go jamming no more..not until the end of the effing year!! i'm so deprived of drumming..sadness..

my sleeping hours are messed up too..i usually sleep at 12mn every night and i gotta get up at 6 plus cos of some school stuff..it's ironic cos usually during the hols, you get to sleep 'rock star hours' but for me, i sleep more during school days..it's really messing with my head..argh!!

oh well.. i better go finish my homework..i really can't wait to get out of school..REALLY can't wait..

Good News/Bad News

2005-06-17T14:31:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> nothing
Chatting With-> Shaz
Thinking-> think happy thoughts..think happy thoughts

well..there's good news and bad news..i'm gonna start with the bad news first..i went with the twins, jobo and yvonne to the Good Charlotte army audition..the results were announced and only yvonne got in..lucky duck!! she can actually get to meet them in the flesh!! i was damn disappointed but i guess things happen for a reason..what it is, i have no idea.

good news is that i finally got a chance to play drums!! cos after the auditions, we went to a studio to jam and it was rad!! when i first went in, i screamed and started crashing the cymbals and all..i also poked the guy who checked our amps accidently with my drumstick!! haha..it was really nice playing the drums..i was also impressed with myself cos i felt i was pretty good for a beginner that had no lessons or experience whatsoever..am i bragging too much?? haha..cos i can feel that some people are rolling their eyeballs at me..f*** you dude!!

oh well..overall, i'm happy with my life although some things don't go my way..anyway, it's good inspiration for writing songs..okay..till then..bye..

GOOD CHARLOTTE!!!

2005-06-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Grow Up by Simple Plan

Chatting With-> Twins

Thinking-> i can't BELIEVE i can go for the Good Charlotte gig!!

yay!! GC's coming to our tiny island!! my mum allowed me to go as well!!! i can't believe it!!! i'm SOOOOO estatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i haven't got the tickets yet..but i wanna get them soon!! argh!!

the new light bulb my dad installed in the study..where i'm now..is SOOOOO bright!! it's so white!! it's BLINDING!!! hahah..i'm gonna burst into Simple Plan's Untitled now..cos it's so appropriate!! here it goes.."i open my eyes i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light"..hah!!

oh well..life's been fine..i did a copy of Billy GC's cartoons..i think it's pretty good..haha..erm..i'm having a camp next week and debate training as well..i'm gonna die of tiredness!!

i can't really think of anything short and simple to say now..cos i've got loads of issues to talk about but i just have no time and brain juice to do it..hahah..another day then!! alrighty..later!!

MIGRAINE!!

2005-05-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison by My Chemical Romance

Chatting With-> Shaz

Thinking-> i can't think..my head hurts too much..

well..i'm actually having a migraine now..but i just wanted to blog..erm..nothing much happened..but i did go to the twins house on monday!! it was a blast!! we watched finished Black Hawk Down and made more..drum roll please..MOVIES!! the whole lot of us pretented to be contestants on Survivor and it was such a laugh!! i was the one who spoke nothing throughout and only stared blankly at the camera whenever the spotlight was on me..ahha..totally awesome!!

tonight's CSI is postponed to next week!! darn it!! and you know what is taking it's timeslot today?? MISS UNIVERSE!! oh for the love of GOD!! can't they telecast it again at 8 or something?? imagine that, trading something that's sensible for something that does not have any educational value at all!! anyway..there's still CSI: New York and After Skool Rocks today..so..yeah..

hmm..i actually took a Panadol Acti-fast pill just now..it's pretty darn good!! my throbbing head is better now..but the giddiness is still there..oh well..

well..gotta go now..i wanna take some rest..turrah!!

BURNING ON

2005-05-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> some crap from 50 cent or 'Fiddy' cent (that's how some Vjs pronounce it) ..whatever..

Chatting With-> Shaz

Thinking-> my face is BURNING!!

yeah yeah..i know..i didn't blog for such a long time and missed out the stuff that happened in Catholic camp..soz but i really don't wanna recap everything..it's REALLY loooong..but don't get me wrong, it was really cool..

well, i just came back from pre-camp training in the guide house..oh my GOD!! it was so tiring!!it was pure insanity for 7-plus hours!! my face is super red now..and my arms are half-red, half- white..it's really scary..okay..maybe not..hahah..

i pitched and stroke..soz..STRIKED at least 7 tents!! it was tiring!! but i didn't do it alone..duh!! anyway, whenever we didn't pitch our tents up in time, we would have to run up and down a four storey building-thingy..each time we ran, we had to go all the way up and go all the way down..i did at least 20 times of that..do the math..so i ran at least..160 flights?? dunno..haha..didn't seem THAT much!!

my face is really hot now..argh!! i just hope i don't get a sunburn..ouch..that'll hurt!! oh well..gotta go for now..byeee!!

I'm so USELESS!!

2005-05-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Helena by My Chemical Romance (i'm HOOKED on it)

Chatting With-> Clarissa

Thinking-> hmm..this meat is nice (i'm having now..haha)

oh man..i'm such a loser in physics!! i got F9 for god's sake!! even my a maths is better!! anyway it's pretty harsh of the school to say that people who don't well in this mid year should consider to drop physics..it's a effing new subject for god's sake!! anyway, i had guides today and the theme for the camp is Star Wars..and guess what patrol i'm in charge of?? it's none other than..drum roll please..YODA!! yup..that green little jedi that speaks in broken English..but he's cute..ahah..

well, that's all for the day..gotta go for a maths tuition..man..okay then..cheerio!!

Chipmunks!!!

2005-05-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I'd Do Anything by Simple Plan
Chatting With-> Shaz
Thinking-> exam results..oh bloody..

well today was fun!! jo, yvonne and i went to the twins house for some fun!! hahaha..well, we watched the Good Charlotte dvd yvonne brought..hilarious stuff..especially the commentaries!! we then chilled in the twins room and listened to some of the guitar riffs that the twins created..oh my gosh!! they were so AWESOME!! really, really good stuff!! we then made songs into CHIPMUNK songs!! haha..it was so funny!! we increased the speeds of the songs and the vocals became like really cute!! we changed Helena, Open Your Eyes, I'm Not Okay and many more..really entertaining!!

haha..that's about all for the day..i think..well..there's still school tomorrow..sad sad sad..goodbye for now then!!

Make Poverty History

2005-05-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> You And Me by Lifehouse

Chatting With-> nobody..

Thinking-> why must i have a headache now??

hey!! i'm in a pretty good mood now..haha..well, as you can see, there is a white 'Make Poverty History' band on the top right hand corner of my blog..cool huh? i just joined the organisation online..hope i could help out..i didn't have to give any money..but i guess there is more than one way to help..

i went to takashimaya with my parents today..went to kinokuniya as usual..and i got a..CSI COMPANION!! it was 45 bucks..so i'm kinda skint now..haha..anyway, it has like recaps and pictures and all the stuff from the first three seasons..kewl..hahaha..

oh yeah..i love my new hairdo!! the ponytail's really short now..like a baby fox tail..haha..and if i just tie my hair up, my fringe and..erm..what do you call that? okay..the sides of the hair would hang down..so i look like this swordsperson!! haha..i like messy hairdos..neat and gelled up ones just irk me!!

well..nothing else to say anymore..life's relaxing..but i think the results would be a damn killer..oh no..till then..cherrio!!

Speakers UP!!

2005-05-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Helena by My Chemical Romance (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!)
Chatting With-> myself..haha..
Thinking-> yay!! the speakers are up!!

my speakers can work again!! well they weren't spoilt but some settings were wonked up..ahahahah..well i'm so free now that it's scary..cos a few weeks ago, i would be slogging my brains out at my study table..and get all stressed and rip my hair out and look like a tortured-then-mudered corpse on CSI..hahaa..

i watched VH1: Storytellers on MTV last night..it was GREEN DAY!! it had their exclusive kinda performance and they would answer the questions fans had on the American Idiot album..it was the bomb!! they're just legends..i totally respect them..

i listened to All That I've Got by The Used 5 times so far today..it's just such a GREAT song!! i could listen to it all day, every day..i also saw the Helena video on MTV..awesomeness!! i shall go watch it later on Launch..whoohoo!!

other than all this, nothing else happened this morning..i would be going for a haircut later!! yay..haha!! till then, bye!!

New MCR temppie!!

2005-05-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> eee..i dunno..
Chatting With-> no one..
Thinking-> i LOVE this new template!!

yay!! new template!! woohoo!! i think it's lovely..but it's not mine..haw haw..

exams are finally over..physics and a maths were killers..god..anyway, went out with yvonne, jo, twins, pearlyn, bhavna and sufie today!! nice trip..got to twins house to do stuff first..we made songs into CHIPMUNK songs!! as in making the speed high and the vocals were so CUTE!! haha..lovely stuff..

we then went walking..and went to HMV!! i got two albums for $36..some promo going on..i got Green Day's Dookie and The Used's In Love And Death!! i actually wanted MCR's too..but i decided to get it some other day..

*yawn* i'm knackered..yay..i'm gonna get a haircut tomorrow!! i don't know how people could hate them!! i always look foward to haircuts!! haha..well..goodbye then!!

PISSED!!

2005-05-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Mr Brightside by The Killers
Chatting With-> Yvonne
Thinking-> WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY SPEAKERS??!!!

well, first of all, i'm changing my blog addy to stain-the-blade.blogspot.com so most probably, all my rants would be there..i'm gonna miss this addy..well..gotta move on eh?

that's all..see you on the other side!! :)

RAINING..

2005-05-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Nothing..haha..
Chatting With-> No one..haha..
Thinking-> Why am i saying 'haha' all the time?

well, its pouring outside now..my whole lift lobby is practically flooded!! you know, it's nice to have rain and all but this is a wee bit too much!!

anyway, i'm currently doing my chemistry notes on Structure of Solids..i feel it's better to type out your own notes cos it's more summarised and all..the english, chinese, social studies and literature exams are over..but next week is definitely a killer!! e maths, a maths, physics, chemistry and geography..oh God..help me!! i really can't wait till it's all over..

Pierre and Benji are fighting now..and squeaking away..haha..anyway, after the literature exam today, that chain of fools (haha..you know who you are) and i went to see ms tan about physics..our doubts were pretty much cleared after that session..at least i know how to draw a ray diagram well!!

my neck hurts now..haha..dunno why..my wrist hurts sometimes too..maybe i've got tendonities or something..oh yeah!! i don't trust the media much now..the twins said that on MTV most wanted, utt said that Harry left McFLY!! well, i checked EVERY single website and there was NOTHING on it!! even jamie yeo said it on the Perfect 10 top 20..but it's not true..God knows where they got this ridiculous news from..

that's all i guess..wish me luck for the dreaded exams!! turrah!!

Me? A CHEMISTRY TUTOR??

2005-05-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> nuthin..
Chatting With-> Shaz..teaching her that little pathetic amount of chemistry that i know..
Thinking-> Gosh..i'm so hungry!!

well, i finally have some time to blog a bit longer..i hope..anyway, my parents brought me to Crystal Jade to have some nice Chinese food..it was really nice but we got a table located right next to the window facing the people queuing outside..so we had random kids pressing their faces against the glass and STARING at us..especially me cos i was sitting right opposite them..we also had random people peeking through the glass and looking at our food..haha..

oh no..i fear to say it..but i have to..I'M OUTTA IDEAS AGAIN!! haha..i guess all were overwrited by my studies..so..till then..take it easy..

Curry Craziness!!

2005-04-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Promise by Simple Plan
Chatting With-> Jovia
Thinking-> Nothing actually..oh!! I'm thinking about what i'm thinking!!

i've been reading through my old blog posts and i'm amazed at how much i've changed..haha..

man..i'm in no mood to write and rant..well..if you REALLY wanna know something that happened..hmm..well, i ate too much curry today and i had the runs..yes..the RUNS..my guts hurt so much..but it was better after eating medicine and all..

i'm not used to writing so little..but i really wanna go upload more songs into my Zen..so..soz for the slipshod post..cheerio!!

EXAMS!!! EEE..

2005-04-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> well, nothing..but Untitled by Simple Plan's playing in my head..
Chatting With-> Clarissa
Thinking-> Wad the hell am i doing online??!!

exams are next week and i'm practically dying of stress!! the subjects look so alien to me now..the maths and sciences are all KILLING ME!! the humanities as well..ahah..

so right now..i'm actually taking a few minutes off my homework and studying time just to blog..cos i've gotta have a medium to release all this tension..cos if i don't, i'd..i dunno..die? see!! i'm having a writer's block now..argh!!

okay..that's all..gotta go..study :'(

La Di Dah

2005-04-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> dunno..some R&B song..oh..Mario's new one
Chatting With-> Jovia..but she's taking a bloody long time to reply..
Thinking-> WHY ISN'T JOVIA REPLYING???!!!

yay!! it's the weekend again!! finally..but this means that the exams are drawing closer..argh..i don't feel prepared at all!! the teachers are practically shoving the chapters of torture into our faces!! this sucks..

school's been fine..did more stupid stuff..my aches are much better now..i thought i was gonna die of pain or something..yeah..today's is the day of 'THE INVASION OF EARWORMS'!! if you're going 'huh?', earworms are songs that keep playing over and over in your head..you know that feeling right? yeah..while i was drawing graphs, Helena kept repeating over and over again in my head!! then i thought of Anthem Of Our Dying Day and the expected happened..then Helena popped in again..then there was Mr Brightside, You and Me and so on..and during tuition today, You've Got A Friend kept playing in my head..it's a great song though..and the lyrics are nice too..

i was doing some deep thinking today..well actually, i'm a pretty deep thinker..yes..i am..i'm not just that shallow boob that does stupid stuff all the time okay? i was thinking about what would happen if we died..i mean, what would we be feeling on our death bed? would our present souls/sprits live forever in heaven (maybe) or would it be just gone..like *poof* or would we relive another life with the same soul? but i guess the last one is not very true cos i don't remember anything about my past life or anything..but there are stuff that i can't explain..like how when i look at a certain person, i just have that great feeling that i knew them before this life of mine..it's kinda weird sometimes..

i've got nothing else to yaddle on about..so..till then..ciao!!

Dah Dah Di Di Dah

2005-04-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Signs by Justin Timberlake and Snoop Dogg
Chatting With-> Shaz
Thinking-> My muscles/bones HURT

i just had my 2.4 km run..it was tiring!! my whole face was so hot after that i could almost feel my blood vessels EXPLODING!! we tried Gatorade..i'm not sure if it helped actually..i dunno..

YAY!! i've got my All About You/You've Got A Friend Comic Relief Single!! it was sent by courier..but i didn't know cos it came when i was dying on the track..so my mum 'redeemed' it for me..it was a pleasant surprise..it's really nice..it has All About You, All About You (orchestral version), Room On The Third Floor, You've Got A Friend, All About You video and a picture gallery of McFly in Africa..cool stuff!!

i was mad in school today (as if i'm sane all the time)..must be the intense stress..Anna and i were singing stupid songs like Tarzen by Aqua and Disney songs..we were DRUNK!! on something i can't put my hands on but not on beer or anything..doh..

ergh..nothing else..really knacked..yawn..nitey..

Horsey Porsey

2005-04-13T16:06:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I Miss You by Blink-182

okaaaayyy..NAPFA 5 items weren't as bad as i thought they would be..but i still do think the timing for it is absolutely ridiculous..well, i passed all..yay!! my shuttle run scared the hell out of me..i failed by about 0.07 seconds for the first two times and i did much, much better for the third time..so..third time lucky i guess!! sit ups were good, pull ups too, sit and reach too..standing broad jump was okay for me..cos i suck at it but i managed to scape through..when Preethi was gonna jump, we stood at the end and said, 'oi! pretend madhaven (her crush i guess) is standing here!!' i then said in a manly voice, 'come here baby..' it was hilarious..the others were okay..really funny as well..then when were gonna go home, i was about to put on my skirt when i realised that I LEFT MY UNIFORM IN CLASS!! so i ran up to get it..fortunately the door wasn't locked or i'd be in DEEP shit..

today was nice..my physics and e maths test is CANCELLED!! it was double joy today..so i was even more crappy in class..oh yeah!! after recess, the teacher wasn't there yet so our class was pretty noisy..and..Jobo approached me in this scary i'm-gonna-kill-you look so i ran..and ran round and round..i was tired so i just squatted on the floor and pretend to cower from the 'terrifying' Joycelyn..she plonked her ass on my back..so in the clowning spirit, i crawled on the floor on my fours like a horse and my other classmates were laughing loads..it was funny until mrs joesph popped her head into my class..oh God!! i was so shocked!! there was that uneasy silence then Jobo and i ran back to our seats of course..she stared at us for a while..but i wasn't scolded or something..phew!! the rest of the day was funny..i was being so clownish that i couldn't believe myself!! i was perpetually on laughing gas today..but i couldn't tilt my head back to laugh cos my back hurts..haha!!

we're having 2.4km run tomorrow..i'm not looking forward to it..i might drink some gatorade before starting..i dunno..i was thinking about red bull (it gives you wiiiiings!!) but according to sources, it's not recommended for us..i guess so too..as Sufie said, 'if we drink the whole can, we might be laughing while running!' this means that we'd be high..if you don't get it..

okay okay..gotta go to do my literature notes..cheerio!!

NAPFA SUCKS LIKE CRAP

2005-04-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Nothing..nothing at all..

i think that either our school or the ministry of education are made up of idiots that don't have common sense at all..not even a SINGLE SPECK OF IT!! i'm having the rank NAPFA five items tomorrow..i mean, what crap right? they expect us to get good grades all the time and yet they STILL have all these useless things that tire us out DURING THE TIME WHEN WE ARE SUPPOSEDLY SUPPOSED TO STUDY..tell me, what does NAPFA help you in? NOTHING!! all it does is make you have aching limbs and no energy to prepare for exams!! and what's worse, you spend 7/8th of the time QUEUING UP and only 2 minutes for each station!! a few HOURS for about 15 minutes in total!! i might as well use the time to stare at a blank wall right?? at least you can learn how to count the number of specks of dust on walls!! and also, if you fail (which i fortunately abstained from doing), you would have to do a RETEST!! as if that'll help!! i bet they'll only stop retesting when we collapse on the floor..DEAD!!

everyone says 'aiyah..everyone has to go through it', well, if THAT'S the case, i don't want to be another opinionless fool marching to the tune of the people who supposedly know what's best!! i'm not trying to start this whole 'anti-NAPFA riot' or something, but i just feel that it doesn't need to be done as if it were a matter of life and death and that everyone has to pass and all..that doesn't make sense at all. yeah, yeah i bet many people would think that i'm going against the government and rebelling to everthing and all..whatever..i don't just rebel about anything okay..not like some others that think that they're always right and all..i just rebel..not rebel actually..just VOICE OUT my opinion on whatever i think is not right, that's all..so don't try to sue me or anything..cos i did nothing wrong.

Forensics casebook!!

2005-04-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> no song at all..some commercial..

yay!! i got a forensic casebook at MPH today!! so very happy..lalala!! the cover looks pretty freaky..if only i could get a picture of it..it's very nice..and understandable..cool stuff..

i was spring cleaning my closet today..and i cleared practically all my drawers!! got rid of loadsa rubbish..i even found my sunglasses that i used when i was around 3!! i still can
wear it though..i also found my barbie dolls..gave them away of course..i prefer trolls so much more!! but i can't seem to find them!! all i have left of them are pictures of me hugging them when i was young..hmph..

i'm tired..brain block..cheerio!!

Ding dong the wicked witch is dead

2005-04-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Unwritten by Natasha Bendingfield

man..i think my blog template has some irritating stuff add into it..cos that stupid cure-the-virus shit keeps popping out!! God darn it!! i searched for some templates from blogskins but they were either very unsatisfactory or very wasted cos of some spelling errors/wierd spelling/horrid colour combos and so on..argh..can't wait to get frontpage or something that i can make templates on!!

just returned from chinese tuition..this guy was actually attacked below his block of flats by a few tattooed, gangster Malay guys..no offence to any Malay people..well, he was doing stunts on his bike with his friend and the gangsters came up with some crap story about him offending their friend or something..but it wasn't true of course..they then stole his phone and i think he got beaten up or something..well, he had a scratch across his cheek..and it still looked pretty raw even though it happened yesterday..then of course he told his parents and they told the police and blah blah..you know what happens next..now he's paranoid and all..so..kinda pitiful lah..

had guides today..we had the enrolment ceremony of sec ones in the tiny primary school hall..before that, we were just relaxing and chatting and all..i was talking to Sufie and Clarissa..the conversation was pretty dirty..about *clears throat* a large lollipop stick and two gobstoppers at the end..GO FIGURE!!

after enrolment, we had a break and went back to the hall to plan a short skit with my patrol..oh yeah!! when we were going back, Clarissa did this stupid accent and i laughed so hard that i sat on the floor a couple of times before i could control myself..so i was just this idiot sitting on the pathway laughing her guts out..well..THAT"S ME!!

alrighty..while we were 'planning' for the skit, it was actually pure crap for about 5/6 of the time..but funny crap..so i unleashed my horrific laughter once again..sigh..so we finally settled on a Snow White and the 6 dwarfs thingy..i was a dwarf..go on..laugh all you want..but it was kinda fun..it had an evil witch that wanted to kill Snow White and the dwarfs were those irritatingly gayish kinds..so we had to prance around the whole place like complete boobs(haha..boobs..bouncing..Lindsay Lohan..hoho) but i'm good at this stuff..although i hate it..then when the dwarfs saw the witch poisoning Snow White, we had to take those cones we used for NAPFA and pretend to hammer the witch..and then when the witch died, me and my junior (cute junior in my links) sang 'Ding-dong the wicked witch is dead'..yes..it's the one the munchkins sang when that house landed on the witch in the Wizard of Oz..and yes..i thought of it..who else right?? ya noe..it was a great blow to my already missing dignity but my patrol actually got 'Best Performance'!! haha..who says idiots are neglected??

erm..that's it!! school's been stressful..and really rank..can't stand it..this world is full of assholes..you can just see them everywhere..even young kids have attitude problems already..what's this world coming to?? bye for now..

Haiz...

2005-04-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> 1,2 Step by Ciara and Missy Eilliot

i actually wanted to change my blog template to a Green Day one..but it was all wonky so i decided to keep this for now..i mean, looking through blogskins.com is kinda useless..cos most of the templates are rank!! i wish i could make my own though..i already have ideas!! i'll try to get frontpage or something..then at least i can have a blogskin i REALLY like..

alright..i woke up today and my calves were practically frozen..my calves hurt so bad..and what was worse was that the air conditioning was so damn cold!! all my other buddies who went there have sore calves too..but it was well worth the jumping!! yay!! there is a review on the concert by Simple Plan in the papers today!! it was a pretty good review..

yeah..it's April Fools' today!! i was clowning around much more than usual in class..i even did the actions to some crap song..shall i say the title?? okay okay..colours of the wind..the one in Pocahontas?? yeah..the people looking must have thought i was extra daft or something..i guess i am..haha

i just went fo chinese tuition and in the chinese handbook, there was a chapter on Marie Curie and they happened to have Pierre Curie in the book cos he was her husband or something..i was thrilled!! just for your information, Pierre in chinese is 'pi ai er'..it would sound better if i added those strokes above the words..but i can't..so..go figure!!

that's all..gotta go freeze my claves in the air conditioning again..yeah!! thank you Shaz for adding my name to your request to Perfect 10..okay..toodles!!

SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT!!

2005-03-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> dunno..i dun care..

OH MY GOSH!! THE SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT LAST NIGHT WAS THE BOMB!! it was so nice!! well, let me give you the rundown..

i went with the twins, Joycelyn, Preethi, Yvonne and Bhavna..we got there pretty late, so we were kinda behind in the waiting room..sigh..anyway, we were starving so we thought we could go out to get some chow but the guard didn't let us!! i suggested that we eat paper if we were too hungry..so i tried..yes..i did..i took a bit of paper and chewed..it wasn't chewable..so i gulped it down..it was actually OKAY..so Bhavna, Jo and the twins tried..Jo and twins weren't very keen on it..but Bhavna said it was ok..so i'm NOT mad..

then this girl and friend asked for some water so we gave her some..i asked her if she had sweets she didn't have any, but she said that she would ask her other friend, who was buying food to get some stuff for us!! who said Singapore's full of ungrateful jerks?? well..maybe Singapore's 80% jerk..anyway, we were asked to move to the hall but those irritating assholes behind kept pushing and pushing and pushing!! so much that Jo even lost her shoe!! so when we got into the hall, we were kind back..but it was okay because we could see much better..

Pug Jelly came out first..they played..5 songs i think..it was kinda nice..then we had to wait an agonising half-hour plus for Simple Plan to come out!! so while waiting, we sat on the floor..cos they were playing CDs in the background, when Gwen Stefani's What You Waiting For? was playing, we improvised the chrous to 'what you waiting what you waiting what you waiting for? SIMPLE PLAN!! da da da..' witty huh?

when they came out, the whole place went MAAAAAD!! don't expect me to come up with the proper list of songs they sang..cos i was too busy jumping like a loon..the place we were standing at had really boring people..they just stood there!! as if they were watching some ballet like that!! so they kept looking at us bouncing around like freaks!! haha..

the guys don't look much different as how they look on the telly..but, Pierre's voice was whineier (?) than i thought..but he was SOOO cute!! and you know what? THEIR CONCERT IN SINGAPORE IS GOING TO BE THEIR NEXT DVD!!! THEN I CAN WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!! whoo hoo!!

they sang their songs like You Don't Mean Anything and God Must Hate Me and so on..it was really nice!! they also did a cover of Happy Together..the one from the Heineken advert with Jennifer Aniston? it was really nice!! they also peformed songs like Untitled and Crazy (!!!!) which they had never performed in other countries yet!! Pierre also said to the audience 'Wow..you guys look so hot today, i just might do it tonight!' hehe!! David was also very cheeky..he said 'Pierre..you getting all hot and sexy for the audience!' well..that's what they said..it might not be word-for-word..but the main point is there..Pierre also kept saying how cool, sexy and hot the audience was..aww..and at almost every song, he wanted to try stuff like which half of the crowd sang louder and so on..it was really awesome!!

erm..oh my..it was so eventful that i'm having a writer's block now..argh!! okay..*breathes in and out*..well, i dunno..but i think David waved at me..i dunno..cos when Pierre said 'How are the people at the back?' i jumped up and down frantically and i was the only one that was going mad..so David waved somewhere near my direction and said, 'Oh..hello there!!' i thought it was someone else but i realised that i was the only one jumping up and down in that angle..so..cool!! and i think Pierre and the rest were pretty impressed with my friends and i cos though we were behind, we kept jumping throughout the WHOLE show!! i could tell cos Pierre looked in our place and smiled when he was singing at times..i don't know how we got all that energy..cos we only had a few sips of water and a tiny bit of paper..my legs hurt now..but it was all good..

the audience yesterday was really good..like during Perfect, the whole (well, almost) audience sang along!! the guys were really impressed..so..i guess we did the dvd proud..and yes!! near the end, the lights turned off slowly..one by one..and Pierre shouted 'Jeff!! Play something to save me from this darkness!!' and Jeff started playing the beginning chords of I Believe In A Thing Called Love from The Darkness!! they hit all the high notes!! whoo!! that's all..for now..i'll tell you more if i remember..so..watch out for the dvd!!

YAY!!

2005-03-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Almost by Bowling For Soup (such a cute song!!)

have you ever peed during a turbulance in a plane?? i did. well, it happened during my trip back from Bangkok which was a few weeks ago..but i decided to share this with you cos i just wanted to..hah..well, the turbulance was really bad then..i mean, if it wasn't for the music blasting through my earphones, i would have died or something..okay..that doesn't make sense..haha..well, it was sod's law that i HAD to be urgent during that time!! i was peeing while grabbing onto the railings and all and i was thinking, 'oh shit..IF this end of the plane breaks off, i'm SO dead..' but fortunately, it did not..doh!!

anyway, i was at the airport perfume shop and was mucking around..trying out different ones on those strips of paper..and i saw it..the Britney one..i was pulling faces and all cos i hate her but out of curiousity, i sprayed a bit of it and sniffed..it was actually quite alright for someone whose music stinks so bad..haha..but i didn't get it..doh!!

okay..enough 'doh's..since Joycelyn's aunty is staying at the same condominium as me, i met her downstairs at the poolside and brought Benji and Pierre with me!! she didn't dare to carry them at first but in the end, she did..haha..then we called the twins and chatted for 50 minutes..we tried to reach Yvonne but she didn't pick up..aww..in all, it was fun and Joycelyn finally saw how chubby Pierre and Benji are now..

i'm also happy cos i finally ordered the All About You/You've Got A Friend single from HMV UK!! it was sold out in HMV at The Heeren so..it was really pissy cos i called once and they said that it wasn't there and now, it's SOLD OUT!! darn it..but anyway, i ordered it with my dad's Visa (yes, he knows about it..so don't go telling on me to the Police) and i can't wait to get it!! yay!!

that's all..off to watch Kumars!! ciao!!

All About Youuuuuu

2005-03-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> How We Do by 50 cent (urgh..i HATE it)

i'm just back from chinese tuition..kinda nice..two guys didn't come today..but another one came in..so it was almost the same..sigh..anyway, the guys were talking about stuff like handphones, beating others up and killing each other and all..so i wasn't bothered..cos i knew that they were just trying to inflate their already MASSIVE egos..i mean, they're only 15..i shudder to think how huge their egos would be when their 25!! (i hope none of them are reading this..oo-er..)

anyway, enough about them already..before i forget, i wanna say..ALL ABOUT YOU BY MCFLY IS SO NICE!!! I'M TOTALLY ADDICTED TO IT!! yes..yes..i'm stop using caps now..but it is so darn beautiful!! the harmonies are wonderful too!! if you haven't heard it, go listen NOW!! haha..

school's been as stupid as usual..i can't stand it..i wish i could do something i enjoyed..or maybe just subjects that i enjoy..in that way, i won't be wasting my time on stuff that won't be useful to me later!! argh..the mid year exams are coming up too..this is sad..i shall not talk about it anymore..

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT ON WEDNESDAY!! ooh!!! All About You coming on the radio!! yay!! oh yes..back to my excitement on the Simple Plan concert..i can't wait!! oh..i've said that before..ahh..who cares..yay!! All About You!! love it to bits..can't wait to get the single!!

erm..that's all..off to listen to the most perfect song in ze vorld..hehe..

School sucks

2005-03-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> She's A Rebel by Green Day

hey..i'm kinda tired..so much frigging homework to complete..who the hell can do all this useless shit?? we'll proberbly die before we reach 16..life's just really empty now..we don't do anything we enjoy at all..school's a drag..dragging our already starved souls into a bottomless pit of devastation and pain!! i can't wait to leave school and do a job i enjoy..honestly, i'd rather study subjects i enjoy and work in the particular field i'm interested in..why can't that happen? anyway, i'm too tired and decided to show you a little song that i found on the internet..here it goes..

Title: High School Was Like Boot Camp For A Desk Job
Artist: Death By Stereo
Album: Day Of The Death

My life
This time
I'm gonna choose to fight.
My life
This time
I'm gonna choose to fight.

Yeah!
Routine
Killing me!
I'm chained to a desk
Down on my knees.
9 to 5
Ritual of death.
Sucking life right out of me.
Rolled up in a flag.
Will somebody please burn meeeeee?

This time
I'm gonna choose to fight.
My life
This time
I'm gonna choose to fight.
There's got to be much more than this
And if you see this raise your fist and fight!

Killing myself slowly
For this my life I give.
I'll die for my country
Fill my mouth up
With your piss!
All hopes and aspirations
Keep on falling out of life.
Happiness in America
Equals dollar signs
Tell me why?

No!
I never wanted any of this.
I reject your lifelessness.
I want to live
I want to fly.
I won't let my dreams just die.

I'm gonna choose to fight.
My life
This time
I'm gonna choose to fight.
There's got to be much more than this
And if you see this raise your fist and
FIGHT!

nice song eh?? wad i'm feeling exactly..God help me..

I'M BACK!!

2005-03-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I Just Wanna Live by Good Charlotte

I'M BACK FROM BANGKOK!! had a great time shopping there..bought loadsa stuff..lemmie give you a list..

1) A Roxy handbaggy sorta thing (not my sorta thing but it looked pretty..)
2) A black 'Emily The Strange' slingbag
3) A white 'Merc London' slingbag
4) A black 'Famous Stars and Straps' trucker cap
5) A personalised dog tag
6) Keychains
7) Badges
8) A black pencil case
9) Two pairs of pants
10) A blue tee (my cuz gave it to me)
11) Five black tees
12) Two pink tees with 'who farted?' and 'i'm multi-talented, i can talk and piss you off at the same time.' on them..haha..
13) Purses for some of my mates
14) A black, spikey belt
15) A furry purse to contain my Zen

i think that's all..okay, back to the main thing, the HOLIDAY!! on the day of departure, i ate teriyaki chicken pasta at swensens for dinner..GOD, IT WAS SO BLOODY OILY!!! i was feeling horrid on the way up to the plane and i was practically dying in my seat during the whole ride!! then, the predictable happened, when the plane landed, i puked my entire dinner out into the sickbag..i felt so much better after that..but it was pretty gross..i could still see the bits of pasta in the muck..yuck.

the hotel we stayed in was nice..pretty posh..we got to stay there cos my dad's part of this country club and we can get to stay there in Bangkok..cool huh? we got a free buffet breakfast every morning..good nosh..bacon, cereal, french toast, fruit, fried rice, fish..but i got pretty sick of it cos i had it every morning for FOUR days..but the tea was great..i'm addicted to it now..argh..

well, the people who went with me are my parents, my aunt, my cousin and my soon-to-be cousin-in-law..so it was pretty fun actually! we took a train to travel around to the different places..like JJ weekend market, MBK and so on..oh yeah!! i better tell you about my experience in Pat Pong (i dunno if it's spelled like that)..it's actually a red light area, but there was a night bazaar which many tourists visit..and the place was crawling with prostitutes!! pimps would show cards having 'DVD, VCD, Sex' written on it..some are even worse!! they have the different *ahem* actions and the prices written on them!! the nightclubs were also disgusting..you could just look at its open doors and you can see prostititutes wearing bikinis dancing on the bartops!! the pimps who stood outside would also pull the sleeves of men asking them to come in!! but all of them just shook their heads or walked away..it was horrid!!

erm..the rest of the trip is nice..the people are very considerate and humble..nice place..erm..yeah..on the trip back, which is today, i saw this really hot guy when i was boarding!! he was a..erm..a causasian i think..but he was quite tanned and reddish..he had spikey brown hair and had a flame tattoo on his arm..like chester from Linkin Park's..except his had no colour..just a light, black one..and another tattoo on his leg..he was really cute!! details would be given to closer mates..hawhaw!!

erm..that's all i guess..i wanna go watch CSI!! wahoo!! bye!!

MY ZEN MICRO!!

2005-03-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

Video Playing-> Perfect by Simple Plan

i'm so happy now!! the march hols so close..and i GOT A CREATIVE ZEN MICRO mp3 PLAYER!! i kept bugging my parents about it and kept going 'oh!! so cute!!' whenever i saw an iPod mini or zen micro..so they agreed..i didn't know whether to get a zen micro or iPod mini so i weighed out the good and bad points..and the features in the zen were so attractive..like the voice recorder..i might even be able to record some Simple Plan live performances when i go to the concert!!

so my dad has it now..cos he bought it from Challenger..can't wait for him to come back!! there's no school tomorrow..but we have to go for CIP (community involvment programme)..we're gonna sell pens to raise funds for NKF..it's not that i don't want to help, but selling pens are just a really daft idea. i mean, i bet at least 5/6 of the people we approach would just ignore us or swat us away like some germ infected flies..sad..

anyway, i'm looking forward to going out with my mates after that..yay!! but i have to reach home by 4pm cos i have to take a flight to Bangkok!! yahooo!! i'm gonna shop like a raving lunatic this time..so much stuff to buy!! let's see..a new pencil case, pants, nice accessories like wristbands, bracelets..erm..socks (?) and black shirts..i'm converting my whole shirt wardrobe to black..i'm serious. maybe just bits of white, red and blue..but NO OTHER COLOUR, thank you very much..

so..i won't be blogging for a few days ('YAY!' to some of you)..and i'll miss Pierre and Benji (the hammies)..and my computer..and my friends..haha..i'm speaking as if i'm gonna go for a year..i'll be back on tuesday..so..till then, cheerio!!

Stuck in a 'perfect' world

2005-03-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I dunno..some idiot Robbie Williams song..urgh..

i'm gonna eat my words..not literally, but..i said that i won't write about depressing stuff and all..but..it's kinda impossible innit? unless you live in a world where EVERYTHING is perfect..which is not gonna happen anytime soon..on this planet, that is..

life isn't very tough and painful..but i just feel that something's missing..i guess everyone feels that way..yay!! McFLY on radio!! i'm actually listening to the radio while blogging..haha..can't wait to get the 'All About You' single..anyway, back to my sermon on things that are missing in life..just look at a classic example, Singaporean students. this is from personal experience..so nothing is made up or anything..let's see, we wake up, change to our crummy uniforms, get to school, sit through it till afternoon, stay back till evening for CCAs (but at least mine's on just one day), take dinner, do our homework, revise, maybe relax for an hour or two and go to bed..and the worst thing is, this happens EVERY SINGLE WEEKDAY!! this life we live is sad..i'd rather be a farmer!! at least you can do something fruitful..like growing fruits..haw haw..i'm lame, i know..

i just wished life was less stressful..but i guess everyone has to live through this..i want to be a forensic scientist/crime scene investigator when i grow up (haha..i sound like a innocent little girl) so i wish that i could just study those subjects instead of having all the redundant subjects that won't really be of any use to me..and what's worse, these subjects might drag me down in results and therefore not make me learn what i want to!!

so..i guess that's all for now..gotta go watch CSI!! O Dabo!! that's Nigerian for 'goodbye'..i learnt it from a literature text..hahahaha..

All that i've got..

2005-03-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

Video Playing-> All That I've Got by The Used (love this song!!)

i was actually thinking about writing about the sad stuff that happened this week..but i've thought it over..this IS my blog and when i grow older, i remember nice, happy moments..and anyway, people get bored if you keep writing depressing stuff..i mean, i know loadsa people who LOVE doing that..my life isn't THAT depressing either..

erm..i had a change of seats in class..i'm right in front now..i'm away from my best mates..but i guess that it helps us a lot in our concentration..cos with buddies, you seem to have ADD (attention deficit disorder) and don't really listen much..but now..i can concentrate better..we've gotta think of long term advantages..yeah..

i just saw 'All About You' by McFLY on MTV!! i had actually seen it before, but it was on my computer..so it on the telly was just overwhelming!! it's actually this year's theme song from Comic Relief..it's a charity organisation to help kids in Africa..the guys actually went there to play with the lil kiddies and Danny broke down when he held a little girl's hand during a Malaria injection!! all together now..aww..i wanna buy the single!! it's out on Monday..hope i can get it from HMV..

yay!! i'm going on a holiday!! i'm going to Bangkok from next Friday to next-next Tuesday!! i'm gonna buy..bags, shoes, clothes and stuff!! yippy yay!! Pierre and Benji (the hamsters) would be left to my neighbour..

oh yeah!! i banged into a door in school the other day..haha..it was like Pierre in the 'I'm Just A Kid' video..except i didn't dismantle a school security camera and wasn't running down the corridors screaming into the lens..talking about lenses, i'm so daft at physics..i had a test and i bet i'd get like, 3/20 or something..argh..

i guess that's all..good night..sweet dreams..sleep tight..don't let the bedbugs bite..and beware of THE BOGEYMAN!! haha..

Pepperidge Farm Goldfish!!

2005-02-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Video Playing-> Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

a million apologies for not keeping my promise..i was supposed to yaddle on about my life in the past week ot two but i'm not doing it today..sorry..but i AM going to tell you about my life today though..hah

i went to help charmaine for her pioneer hike..it was really tiring..enough said..then i came home and watched MTV Power Style!! it was so nice!! Simple Plan and Good Charlotte!! great stuff..i then went to suntec with my folks..spent almost an hour in the bookstore..got myself a magazine..and my mum got an exercise book..she's into being healthy these days..no weeks..no months..in all, she's been making healthy food, drinking disgusting celery juice and exercising..good, but tough..

then i went to tower records to see cds..i was really tempted to buy the Good Charlotte dvd..but it only had 5 videos..and i am kinda skint these days..then i went to carrefour and mr hamzah was right behind me on the escalator!! i saw him and i quickly turned back..he didn't notice..or else i would have to greet him..not that i'm being rude, but greeting teachers outside school is kinda..i dunno..weird? he was with his wife..a slim, tall lady..ok enough about teachers..i then went to the biscuits/crackers/snacks section and i saw PEPPERIDGE FARM CHEDDAR GOLDFISH CRACKERS!! i absolutely love those things!! i didn't know that you could get them in carrefour..i thought i could only get them on planes and from the USA!! maybe i should go to supermarkets more often..

i guess that's enough for today then!! turrah!!

ZZZZZ...

2005-02-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> All star by Smashmouth..loving it!!

yay!! new template!! nice eh? it's not mine..i'm not that good..anyway, i'm dead tired now..i had footdrill in school and just came back from tuition..argh..tiredness..

sorry for not updating for such a long time..i had no time at all..my studies are going to the dogs..not literally..you know what i mean..haha..i'm really tired now..sorry..i'll tell you a fuller story in the next post..i promise..

toodles..zzz...

Valentine's Day..whoopee

2005-02-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Song Playing..well actually Video Playing-> Anthem of our Dying Day by Story of the Year

Happy Lunar New Year to everyone!! i was deprived of ang pow money cos my family didn't go visiting this year..but i got loadsa cookies though..yum..

during Guides on Friday, i had to teach the company taekwondo..oh God it was so cringy..i didn't see it coming..cos i forgot the steps and all, i stood there like a noob and let my junior, Shafiqah, who was still learning it, teach the rest..in all, it was horrid..

i was at eastpoint with my folks today for lunch and this old man kept snorting his filthy bogeys onto the damn floor!! and he seemed to be enjoying it..he had this irritating look on his face!! he was wearing gold chains and rings..this is a classic example of 'money can't buy you class'..so i told my parents, who were also disgusted, that he was a 'disgusting little piece of shit' and that 'even a dog turd would cringe at this sight'..haha..my dad was laughing when i said that..nice..

erm..yeah..i just don't get g-strings or whatever you call those thingies..i mean, sticking a string up your ass? that's rank..bring on the girl boxers for me anytime man!! haha..

oh yeah..V day on monday..whoopee..i'm not trying to be a wet blanket but i don't see the point in V day..lonely people are devastated on that day..not that i'm one but it's just unfair..halloween's much better!! everyone is happy and we can mess about like no one's business!! anyway, i went to get V day pressies for my mates..just actually..and i think they'll like them..i dunno..maybe..

Pierre and Benji are as cute as ever..but i wish i could load some pix of them for you to see though..and i'm referring to my hamsters, in case you didn't know..haha..

i'm into being a CSI nowadays..partly because of the ace show and also, i had this dream since i was small and was watching 'Crime Night' on the Discovery Channel..and, CSI somehow helps me with my schoolwork too!! when i have a problem to solve, i think myself as one of the CSIs and it is really much easier to solve it..and the answers are spot-on!! lemmie 'sing' the theme song for you!! haha!! 'who are you..who who who who..who are you..who who who who' it's by The Who..haha..i think that's a nice band name..you think?

that's all..till the next time, remember to 'concentrate and what doesn't lie: the evidence' :)

Asia Aid

2005-02-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> The Day That I Die by Good Charlotte (a very thought-provoking song..)

this week was, i must say, the most emotionally draining one. i got into more trouble than what i did in some other years and my parents might be called by TWO teachers!! argh..horror..but i told them about it and they were really cool about it..aww..bless!! well, first of all, i forgot to hand in my geography workbook and the teacher got mad and i had to write a plan..and if this happens again, i would be going to RTC (responsible thinking classroom)..but i prefer to call it the 'Rankily Terrible Class'..haha..trust me to come up with THAT..so she told me that she would call my mum but she didn't in the end..and she was nice to me on the next day..so..that's fine..the other one is about my elementary maths. i didn't do well at all for my tests and so my teacher might be calling my mum..MIGHT..and my mum was surprisingly cool about these stuff and sympathised with me!!

anyway, Pierre and Benji are doing very well..and i just cleaned their tank actually..it was really dirty..with their shi..ok..a nicer term maybe..solid waste..Pierre has grown chubbier and they keep following my finger around!! haha..lil darlings..

i saw MTV Asia Aid the other day..and may i say, the Simple Plan/Good Charlotte performance was EPIC!! and Kelly Clarkson really blew me away with her 'Since u been gone' performance..man, that girl can sing!! her voice was so good!! but Tata Young did a really horrid job..she went so out of tune!! other than that, it was nice and i'm watching the encore telecast of it tonight..yay!!

erm..oh yeah!! the twins got the Simple Plan tix for us already!! yay!! can't wait to go!!wooh!! on Tuesday, since it's half-day in school cos of Chinese New Year, the twins, yvonne and joycelyn are coming over!! we plan to play with my hamsters, watch CSI episodes, watch the Simple Plan dvd and listen to music and do really chilled stuff..can't wait..we're also having my mum's meatloaf (really popular with my mates), potato smiles (the twins thought they were spongecakes!!) and some other stuff..mmm..

that's it!! i have nothing to say..good news to you i guess..haha..CIAO!!

Best Day Ever!!!

2005-01-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Sunday Morning by Maroon 5

i'm so happy!! first of all, i got a new PC!! next, my msn messenger is working!! and..i got Simple Plan's spesh dvd edition!! and..i got two male hamsters!! and..i'm going to the Simple Plan concert on 30th March!! this is the best weekend ever!!

ok, more on my new hamsters!! they're both males and are really cute!! but i forgot what breed they are..oh well..their names are Benji and Pierre..yes..i named them after Pierre SP and Benji GC!! the one which is brown with black stripes is Benji and the one who's greyish-brown is Pierre!! i've only been with them for a few hours but i can see their personalites already!! Pierre loves sleeping and can sit on your hand without moving much..but..he bites!! well..it's just little nibbles..and Benji is very active, loves disturbing Pierre when he's napping and can't sit still on your hand!! but..he doesn't bite!! they are..erm..*peers to cage*..Benji is sleeping and Pierre is scratching himself!! aww..the cage is kinda cool too..it has a Safari theme so everything is khaki and green..i'll try to get the pictures soon!!

anyway, i just came back from the 3 days 2 nights camp in Kluang in Johor on Friday evening..it was actually enriching!! i got to know my classmates much better and also gained a sunburn and a blue-black..so during the camp, Pearlyn, being her usual guy crazy self, had a crush on this irritating instructor who kept saying, "SAC OY!!" and who also kept singing to himself..she kept going on about how he's like a koala bear..so i told her, "ahh..so you're the branch eh?"..so she was always looking out for him and blah blah..silly girl!!

anyway, the hike up the mountain was a terror but when we got to the summit, it was really nice..but it wasn't worth the aching muscles and sweat..then when we got down, Mr Poh bought for us ice cream!! it was really nice..a vanilla cornetto..mmm..the place near the cafe was playing some idiotic music so Yvonne and i entertained ourselves and the others by doing the Yeti dance..haha..the music was so daft!! i laughed so much that i almost gagged on my conetto..haw haw!!

oh yes, since i didn't wear my contact lenses for the camp as it would be troublesome, i wore my glasses..and my mates kept saying that i looked like Grissom from CSI!! but i guess it was kinda true..i mean, the glasses were very Grissom-like!! and since they were gonna call me that, Yvonne was Warrick (the resemblance is there..curly hair, dark skin), Joycelyn was Catherine and Gina was Sarah (it's the lips..) okay..those who don't watch CSI are proberbly going ,"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS NOOB TALKING ABOUT?!!" so i'll stop here..oh yes, i showed a sign of Grissomness when i found Gina's missing glasses..haha..

on the last day, when my group was waiting on shore to play captain's ball on dinkies (?) Gina, Jo, Yvonne and i were entertaining (yes, again) the rest by singing songs and i did bits of the videos for them too..we sang so much that Elisabeth told us, "How did you guys get into 3/7? You seem to be listening to music more than studying!!"..but we DO study..just that we happen to know a lot of songs that's all..and Mr Poh was there too..and he thought my CCA was Percussion Band (i'm actually a Girl Guide) cos i looked like a percussionist..cool!! i would LOVE to be a drummer!!

after the whole camp, my classmates must have thought that i was the looniest loon in the world..i dunno..but Mr Poh now knows me as the 'Sot Guide'..that means 'Mad Guide'..heheh..i love being loony..so it was a compliment..an epic one too!!

hmm..that's all..better go now..aww..Benji is curled up together in a corner with Pierre..aww..okay..CIAO!!

RANK RANK RANK!!

2005-01-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Shut Up by Simple Plan (just what i wanna say to some people)

this sucks so bad..i can't login to messenger!! i'm so DEPRIVED!! anyway, school has been horrid as usual..but at least my mates made it much better..thanks..

mui mui aka ms a lim seems a tiny bit nicer too..well..i hope she stays that way..since we need track pants for our rank camp, i went out to get them..well, let me just say that i didn't have much luck in finding them..i think track pants should be banned..i mean, they make my bum look fat..okay..i'm not being teeny like some people i know, but track pants are really dodgy things!! plus, they're tough to find..argh!! so i decided to use my yoga pants and pass them off as track pants instead..and no, i don't do yoga..

i wrote a song/poem and one more is on the way..i'm pretty inspired these few days..i dunno why..i just have loads of things that i'm unhappy about i guess..like teenyboppers, freeloaders, bitches, people who don't use their blinkers and the list can go on and on..so i wrote this one..i'm not sure if i should put it here..should i?? hmm..maybe not..unless someone begs or something..which i HIGHLY doubt..alright..i shall just give you the first verse/stanza..

There you go again, pretending that you own the world
Strutting with your head high up, all around the school
Thinking you're so great while everyone's small
But deep inside, you know you're nothing at all
Everyone hates you, you can see it in their eyes
Your parents don't give a damn, even if you died

how is it? kinda lame huh? hahaha..american idol has started!! yay!! the auditions were really funny..many of those who didn't get in were absolute nutters!! my favourite rejects are..hmm..the guy who thought that he sounded like brian mcknight and..hmm..loads actually..they were freakishly ghastly..haha..

erm..there's nothing else to talk about i guess..oh yes..CSI ROCKS!! especially eric szmanda aka greg sanders of CSI..

Messenger muckiness

2005-01-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Disappear by Hoobastank

this sucks..i can't seem to log onto msn messenger!! argh!! i'm DEPRIVED!! i bet it's some wonky connection problem..it's always like that..

anyway, i went to ikea yesterday to get a cd cabinet cos my cd shelf was filled and a larger stack was on top of the others!! i got this really nice, really slick one with a plastic thingy (soz..i'm rubbish at describing furniture) that i can erm..slide along to cover the cabinet..it's called 'blista' and it costs $39..go check it out..and since my dad is still in New York and i was BURSTING to see how it looked with my cds in it, i decided to fix it up meself!! it was really fun..and really easy..so it's up now but i still have to wait till my dad comes back to drill the holes in the area above my tv..hope it doesn't collapse or something..THE HORROR!!

it's another dull day of soddy school tomorrow..and i'm so NOT looking foward to it..we have a 50:50 chance of being late for geography class and that's not good..this is horrible..all this running-back-and-forth-for-geography-thing is making me regret choosing it over biology which i love..haiz..

that's it..i'm outta ideas on what to write..pah..

Potty Mui Mui

2005-01-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I Miss You by Blink-182

i was right..i said in one of my earlier posts that 'some idiot teacher would proberbly give me aggro'..and i was spot-on on that!!

for the past two years it was ms chia now it's ms a lim..why can't i have a BREAK from rubbish teachers? she seemed okay at first but on friday, she made 19 of us stand outside just because we were a bit late!! it was straight after assembly and we had to drag our heavy bags up to our class to get our books and run back to the geography room on the other side of the whole school just to attend her lessons!! and did she spare a thought for our aching backs and our on-the-brink-of-an-attack hearts? NO!! instead, she nagged at us for 'not having the geography books ready' and that she could WALK all from our class to the geography room in two minutes..MY FOOT!! she must have been flying or something!! then we had to stand outside to do a plan..as if we did something really wrong!! it's not even a RTC case!! then we had to end the plan off with 'if i do this again, i'd be sent to RTC'..can you IMAGINE being sent to RTC for being a tiny bit late? and we have a good reason for how that happened too!! at least make us do lines or something!! she's messed up the whole reason for RTC!! then later, teachers can sent us to RTC for merely taking a sip of water in class!!

anyway..i officially name today the 'Anti-blinkers Using Day' because practically everyone i saw when i went out weren't using their God-given blinkers!! they either blocked the way or bump into everyone as if they were some thousand pound elephant!! i was so pissed that i thought 'since they're not using their eyes, might as well dig them out and give them to the visually-handicapped people who would appreciate them much more!'

and if you didn't already know, jennifer aniston and brad pitt and busted split..it's sad..relationships, either friends or lovers are broken so easily..you can love this person like hell one day and the next, you can hate them so much that the very thought makes you want to 'unleash your wrath' on them..but i guess the world is like that..but i'm happy now..i have great friends who i am comfortable with and there's nothing left to ask for..my family is also very close and i came up with a nice (to me) phase today..'It's better to lose a friend rather than to gain an enemy.' on that note, i bid you farewell and appreciate everyone around you as they might be gone the next day..

WOOOT!!!

2005-01-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Ghost of you by Good Charlotte (this song is stuck in my head..COOL!!)

i was dead chuffed when i went to a 'Presentation Ceremony' in the evening to get my scholarship money!! my arse was numb by the time i went up but it was well worth it..i got $500!! i used to get $350..that was great, but getting $500 was awesome!! my mum told me not to spend all and allowed me to spend 100 bucks on anything i wanted..so i plan to get either 5 CDs or magazines or..DRUMSTICKS!! oh my God!! she said that i could buy anything i wanted!! so..i guess i could get drumsticks!! well..it's actually for air drumming..hahaha..but who cares? it helps you to have nice arms..so..yeah..

well, i gotta go back to the ranky school tomorrow..argh..oh yes..i forgot to say this yesterday..my class is AWFULLY QUIET!! everyone is very serious..so these few days, only yvonne, jobo, gina, sufie, me and a few others dare to laugh..i'll try to be the class clown this year..well, most of the years, i was the daft, moonstruck, always talking tosh to the teacher one..i'm just not intimidated by teachers i guess..my mum said that when i was little, i used to sit on the teacher's lap and follow her all around..i was afraid of the other students, not the teacher!! hahaha..

Missing Finger!!

2005-01-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Some rubbish song by Ricky Martin..he is an insult to Martins..especially to Billy GC!!

i'm blogging AT LAST!! i was deprived of it for the last few days..ok..i'll cut the crap and go straight to my main topic..SCHOOL!! as you have read in my previous post, our classroom is on the third floor and also at the very haunted (ok..maybe not..but it IS reported to be haunted..i don't wanna know..) block!! anyway, the classroom is actually nice..well..there's a loo at the back and the curtains and white, translucent ones..unlike the cheapo, ugly, useless ones we had last year..

our form teacher, mr poh, is very funny!! and he's our A Maths teacher..at least it's not that prat, mr tan..he's such an idiot, there are no words to describe him..our other teachers were okay..but i got the same chinese teacher!! she keeps doing useless stuff and does not teach us properly!! i really can't stand her!! erm..i can't think of anything else..the week was just such a blur!!

anyway, i just went to the ranky tampines mall with my folks..the only nice part of the whole thing was dinner..we went to crystal jade kitchen and i had this really nice bowl and sliced beef congee and mango pudding..and may i say, the mango pud was awesome!! it was served with cream and the mango was so sweet!! it was really really good!!

ok..enough of me swooning over mango pud..my dad's going to New York next week!! it's for work..i wish i could go..then i could get posters and other stuff that you can't find here..but it's impossible!! err..that's all i guess!! so..

ASS-AC

2005-01-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Babycakes by Three of a kind (i dunno why..i think it's cute!)

it's 2005 already..so fast eh? anyway, i'm depressed..school starts tomorrow!! i heard that mr poh is going to be our new form teacher..so that's okay..he's pretty nice..i think..but sufie said our classroom is the freaking LECTURE ROOM!! we're practically separated from the rest of civilisation!! other than meeting my mates again, there's actually nothing else to look foward to..the work would be tougher, the exams would be more and more important, some idiot teacher is going to give me aggro, the canteen food might be even rankier than before, the new sec ones might be spawns of satan..see? school puts the 'S' in stressful and 'H' in horrid..PAH!!

erm..that's all i guess..i'll be back proberbly next saturday..well, i hope not actually.. because i'll be BURSTING with stuff i wanna say..due to school and all..so that's it!! toodles!!

LAST DAY OF 2004!!

2004-12-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Burn by Usher (it's on the radio..so..but it's okay..better than Yeah..)
alrighty, this is the last post of this year (it's 2004 if you didn't know )..amazing how fast a year passes eh? the next thing i know, i'll be *touches wood* DEAD!! it's gonna be 2005 in about..erm..3 hours..that's pretty short..i just had steamboat (again) with my neighbours and i'm so full now..the year was great but the tsunami disaster was really saddening..Singapore wasn't hit by it but practically all our neighbours are affected..and they thought 2004 was a good year..
anyway i had chinese tuition from 5 to 7 and my tuition teacher was screaming at her sons..but she never does that to me..she always calls me 'sweetheart' or 'xiao ke ai' (meaning cute little one..aww..) she was also praising the other 5 students (i'm the only girl there!) saying that they're 'ke ai' to her son cos they study hard..but i think she really doesn't know me..i'm almost dumb there..i don't talk very much..thus, she thinks that i'm a quiet and hardworking angel..however, i'm not like that..i'm just too shy (yes..i can be shy too) to talk loudly..unless there was another girl there..then i'd be totally different.. but the guys are not those rowdy kinds..they're kinda nice..but i just don't talk to them unless they talk to me..well, partly cos i'm shy and also, i'm not desperate to know guys..unlike some..practically throwing themselves to guys..heh..
school's starting..argh..another year of agony..hold on..i said that in previous post already!! but..don't mind me..i'm really forgetful..but i can't help talking about stuff that affects me..like a had a dream of school the other night..it was scary or anything but it was just very, very depressing..i woke up feeling horrid..feeling like i'll never be happy again..haha..that sounds like i've been attacked by a dementor..
erm..that's all i guess..so i'll be blogging in 2005 in the next post..take it easy..

The AMAZING Race

2004-12-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Perfect by Simple Plan
today was great!! the best day ever if you ask me..i went over to the twins' house with yvonne and joycelyn..we watched the McFLY dvd that i brought over..we then tried making home movies but we ended up cracking up and thus ruining most of the movies we attempted!!

we then went to the Good Charlotte website and watched a few of their behind-the-scenes kinda videos..really funny..but i HAVE to say that the Halloween special was really scary..Billy especially..no offence to yvonne !! twins' mum also made hashbrowns and potato puffs (?) for us..we tried to drown the hashbrowns in black pepper..like what harry McFLY did to danny McFLY..but it wasn't really bad surprisingly..it was kinda nice..

anyway, we went back to their room to make another movie..this time, it was THE BOMB!! it was a nuttier, madder, wonkier version of The Amazing Race!! gina and jobo were in a team and 'dummy' aka germaine and 'smarty' aka yvonne were in the other.. and i was the host..and also made cameos as a taxi driver and ticketing agent! the whole thing was hilarious..the 'detour' had a choice between two tasks..let me repeat what i said in the video..
"A detour is a choice between two tasks, each with it's own pros and cons. In the first task, the teams must eat an entire box of haw flakes..oops..balls..this task is not physically demanding but it would cause the eater to fart through the whole race. The other task is to climb up a 10 metre bookshelf to get to the clue box. This task is physically demanding but if the team is strong, they would be able to finish it in a short time."
jobo and gina, who were supposed to have antennae to sense the clue box, chose the book shelf climbing task and could not find the box in the end because of 'bad reception' and did the haw ball eating task instead! the 'dummy' and 'smarty' team also chose the climbing task but the 'dummy' dropped the clue and both of them came rolling down the..erm..shelf? so while they were eating the haw balls we made loud farting noises and jobo complained that the balls were horrible..so i said, "that's why they're called haw balls..cos they're HAW-rrible"..haha..hence my new msn name as well..

the pit stop's name was 'Blink Tower'..i got 'enlightened' when i saw the Blink-182 poster..hence the wonky name..as you know, most of the pit stops would have a person from the place to say "Welcome to blah-blah" to the teams..so instead of people, we had celebs to say it!! well, actually it was us taking turns to hold the celeb calendar with their huge faces..first it was Orlando Bloom..then thanks to jobo and gina's 'antennae' Orlando 'morphed' into Lindsay Lohan (eeww..but we had no choice..) and then 'dummy's' toxic fart changed her into Tobey McGuire..or the 'Spiderman Man' as said by 'smarty'..we then ended it and yeah..i'm really tired already..sorry to twins, jobo and yvonne of i missed out any important details..NITE!!

Prostitutes suck!

2004-12-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Crazy Little Thing Called Love by McFLY
cowabunga dudes!! it's amazing how quickly Christmas passed..practically a WHOLE month just for a day..and it passed so fast!! and now, they're preparing for the new year..argh..it can only mean one thing to me..SCHOOL!! another year of stress, agony, blood, sweat, tears, getting into trouble for the slightest things and also meeting new schoolmates..well..i wouldn't call them schoolmates actually..it makes everyone seem so nice and friendly..when actually you can't even call them acquaintances, let alone mates!! being in an all-girls school, i get to see all kinds of people..nerds, 'jocks', bitches, you name them, i've seen them..i'm not sure which one i fall under..maybe the music-lover/rocker/chatterbox/loon/idiot/freak category..i don't mind most people but i really, really hate those bitchy/swollen-headed/Britney-wannabe/flirty/prissy/attitude-needs-adjustment kinds..i try my best to imagine that they don't exist..but too bad for me and others..they do..CURSES!! they should either be brainwashed or banished to a desert island where they can bitch till they eventually eat each other up..ok..i'll be nice and say that i don't mean the latter..well, on second thought, maybe i DO mean it..

i went to Geylang..yes, the 'Place of the DAMNED'..for lunch with my folks..the food there is actually good, but the reputation of the area is TARNISHED by the shameless faggots that go round selling their filthy bodies to perverts that can't control their own desires and who have to resort to disgraceful means to satisfy them..i don't know why the government can't get rid of this disgusting business..and why can't the whole world just stop the whole thing..it's not THAT difficult..at least the world would be a much better place!! these low-down creatures should be thought a lesson and think about what they did to their once decent lives!! HIV is one of the worst diseases in the world..no cure, no mercy to the innocent people who get it from idiots who fool around..sad..now Joo Chiat is also starting to have prostitutes..it sucks so bad..so whenever i see them, i either roll my eyes or show my disgust..if i could have the power, i would banish prostitution from the earth..i'm dead serious..
erm..ok..that's enough for the day..i'll bring it up again another day..

Merry Crimbo!!

2004-12-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Goodbye to You by Michelle Branch
yay!! it's THAT time of the year again!! it's Christmas!! my aunty, uncle and cousins came over to my place yesterday cos my mum made steamboat (haha..weird time..i know..) they were all naturally shocked to see my room..i mean, anyone is!! so, it was really nice and all..we had cream puffs later on and watched LOTR: The Two Towers (or The TWIN TOWERS as my dad always says..haha!!) on HBO..really nice show..i never really bothered to watch it till that night!!

anyway, woke up early today..round 8.30..so i could go to church for Crimbo mass and then later go to my relative's house for lunch..they had red wine there and i tried a sip..it was the BOMB!! as in it almost burned my throat!! ok..maybe not..but it was really strong!! and that reminds me of the time when i was really thirsty and drank a whole CUP of white wine without knowing it..but i didn't get drunk or anything..the food was really good..there was turkey and other nice dishes..oh yes, i'll HAVE to mention the wonderful pineapple tarts that were passed down after lunch!! those were so nice!! the filling was sweet and the pastry was crumbly and buttery..mmm..best i've tasted..i scoffed quite a few before i told my cousin to put it away or i'll eat the whole thing..but i HIGHLY doubt so..
alright..i'll better stop now..just in case i get hungry again.. Merry Christmas!!

SANA Insania

2004-12-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Deck The Halls by McFLY (fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la..)
yay!! Crimbo's coming!! can't wait for the nice Christmas lunches i get..the turkey, the gravy, the fruit cake..erm..i don't really like fruit cake actually..haha..and Harry Judd's 19th birthday too!! yay!!

ok, i had an anti-drugs course on friday and saturday and it was such a drag..i mean, the message is good but we still have to do scrap books and posters..what a bore!! and i also had to travel all the way to bloody bishan for it..
erm..that's all i guess..my brain juices are dry cos i just wrote this really emo-like song..really depressing..dunno why i can't seem to write nice, cheery songs like what McFLY do..hmm..it doesn't have a tune but i'll try to think of one..

The Movie Of The Year!!

2004-12-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Somebody Told Me by The Killers (really irritating song..)
today was one of the best days ever!! i went to the Gina and Germaine's house with Yvonne and Joycelyn..and had a BLAST!! we watched some McFLY videos first and also a video of Billy from Good Charlotte talking about not killing animals and how the 'Warped Tour' that they were on catered well to vegetarians (he's one if you didn't know) and also a video of the 'making of' a poster advert for PETA by Simple Plan..the advert was pretty gross..cos it had them covered in fake blood and had Pierre carrying this animal carcass..eww..but at least we got to see Pierre topless..
we then had lunch and watched bits of HPATPOA and the McFLY That Girl DVD..they loved the part when Harry went "MENNAL!!"..i think it's cute too..haha..we then made this mini movie with a webcam..it was so funny!! it had us being really stupid and, well, the whole thing is just classic..
we then made this music lesson commercial..Gina was on guitar, Joycelyn was on bass (well, it's an electric guitar) and me on drums (it's actually a stool..haha)..we played Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous on the computer..just the music part and we did air guitar, air bass and air drums to it..it was sooo funny!! Yvonne then said something like..erm..shit..i forgot..erm..something really funny and ended it with, "Only at Robert's Piano Lessons, for only $68 a month!! We promise you that it would be an experience that you'll never forget!!"..haha..it was really funny and the twins are currently editing the movie and sending it to us!! yay!!
anyway..that's all..sayonara!!

Vasectomy..mmm

2004-12-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Only One by Yellowcard (argh..i love this!!)
today i went to East Shore Hospital (*gasps* yes..a HOSPITAL!!)..for my mum's gastric thingy..well, East Shore is actually the hospital i was born in..so it was great having to walk down memory lane..even though i don't remember a thing..haha..
the funny thing was that these two ladies who were walking behind me were yapping so loudly about vasectomy!! one said something like," blah blah vasectomy..vasectomy.." and the other one said," oh, it's easy..he just has to do it and rest for two days in the hospital.."
i pity the guy..well..at least it's not castration..i think the poor guy will need two years to rest..the pain..the humiliation..the HORROR..
i guess that's all..i'll be off to thank God for making me female..haha..

My phone..my new phone

2004-12-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I'll Stand By You by Girls Aloud
yay!! i'm FINALLY blogging..ok..i got a new phone!! it's a N3220 and it's really nice!! it has a camera (but..which phone doesn't) and a video recorder and games and a voice recorder..really, really exciting phone(and no, i'm not paid for advertising this phone, thank you very much!!)..
erm..i borrowed these two books, "Tom, Dick and Debbie Harry" and "Shopaholic Abroad" and they're really interesting!! and no, for the last time, i'm not frigging paid for this advertisement..
that's all basically, i mean the holidays really drain me mentally, cos if i had nothing to do, i would just think about stuff going on..like "should i learn the drums?" or "should i pierce two more earholes?"..and then i think about the consequences and get either really worried or confused..
anyway, on a lighter note, Christmas (25th, if you didn't know) is coming!! and so is the gorgeous Harry Judd's birthday (23rd Dec) and Debbie's too (27th Dec)!! oh..i suddenly remembered..i didn't do any of my holiday homework..is there any?? i really don't know and i don't really care surprisingly..haha..
hmm..that's all i guess..OUT!!

Nothing to say..

2004-12-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

*IMPORTANT MESSAGE*
OK..I KNOW THAT IT'S A REPEAT OF THE LAST ONE BUT I WANTED THOSE WHO DIDN'T READ THE LAST ONE TO KNOW THAT I'M FINISHED WITH THE moonie-munchkin BUSINESS..IT'S NOW OFFICIALLY down-by-the-lake INSTEAD..THANK YOU!!!

Song Playing-> Lola by McFLY (la-la-la-la-lola...)
for once, i have nothing to say..hmm..let's see..ok, i wrote two more songs..well, they're actually parodies..and they were to the tune of She Loves You and Lifestyles of The Rich and The Famous..haha..can't wait to show the twins..
my mum has recently been making really rank juices every morning for herself and my dad..it has really gross stuff like celery and carrots in them..eww..the only kinda juice i would drink is apple, mango or melon..the rest are too exotic for me!!
erm..i've been thinking about the way my class next year is gonna be..i think that yvonne, joycelyn, gina and i would be mostly the so-called "weirdos"..and we'll proberbly be "outcasted" from the rest..i dunno..the others seem very..nerdy..not all..no offence!!
but i think that most of them would keep rolling their eyeballs at us..who cares anyway..

Singapore Idol!!

2004-12-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

*IMPORTANT MESSAGE*
THE PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS AT THE OLD moonie-munchkin ADDRESS, PLEASE NOTE THAT I HAVE CHANGED TO ANOTHER ADDRESS down-by-the-lake.blogspot.com. IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME THING BUT I WAS TIRED OF THE OLD ONE AND DECIDED TO TAKE MY McFLY WORSHIPPING TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL..BY HAVING MY BLOG ADDRESS NAMED AFTER ONE OF THEIR FAB SONGS..END OF MESSAGE..

Song Playing-> She Loves You by McFLY (it has been stuck in my head..but it's great!!)
alrighty..i have been lazy these few days so i didn't update..so i'll tell you about the Singapore Idol finals and all..
ok..i went to the Indoor Stadium with Georgina, her sister and her sister's friend and boyfriend for the finals!! yay!! ok..it was fine at first..until..all the celebs and the President arrived..i was shocked to see that they were sitting in the same section as me!! the President was a few rows in front and pierre png and andrea de cruz and some others were behind me..and some chinese celebs were sitting round us..but i wasn't starstruck or anything..the show was great!! i'm a Taufik supporter and Georgina was a Sly hater, so whenever he came out, Georgina and i would scream like idiots and wave our lightsticks around..and when Sly came out, we would just sulk and complain on how horribly he sang..haha..
but during Taufik's song, i can't remember which one, i was waving my lightstick like a loon when he was looking at my direction and waved!! argh!! that was really nice..i don't fancy him, but it really made me support him even more!!
in the end, Taufik won and me and Georgina were so relieved!! i was estatic also cos i believe that i'm psychic!! my dreams come true!! like the other time, i dreamt that Christopher would get out..and that week, he got out!! and the week before, i dreamt that Taufik won..and he did!! i have experienced loads of deja vu..so i believe that i was some great prophet in my past life or something..oooh..deep stuff..but if my dreams really DO come true, i hope my McFLY ones DO come true..mmm..
oh yes, a GREAT BIG THANK YOU to Georgina for giving me her McFLY singles and bringing me along for the SP finals..kind soul..
that's all..the other days were just a big blur..OUT!!

Diamonds are a girl's best friend..maybe..

2004-11-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Letterbomb by Green Day
yay!! it's Dougie Poynter's birthday tomorrow!! he's turning a wee 17!! pretty young for a bassist in such a famous band (it's McFLY in case you didn't know..) eh??
on sunday, my folks and i went to sell gold at Soo Kee the other day..not that we're financially unstable or anything..but the gold chains and stuff were a pain in the arse and my parents wanted to exchange them with other stuff..so the total value came up to about..ok..i can't say the amount..just in case someone plots a kidnapping scheme or something..so my parents bought new bling-bling in the form of nice, sparkly rings..and i got myself a bracelet and a pair of earrings and it was kinda cool cos we get better stuff in exchange for the gold that i used to throw around the house when i was small..haha..

Good Charlotte dream..oooh

2004-11-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Obviously by McFLY (GENIUS!!!)
i had this really weird dream involving Good Charlotte last night..it wasn't wet, for your information..
ok i dreamt that the whole band were sitting on a huge couch in front of me..i must have been their mate or something cos i wasn't starstuck or anything..Joel was in front of me so i called him..he went, "Yeah" and i asked him, "So are you seeing Hilary Duff?". he looked kinda jumpy and said, "No..what rubbish..", then i told him all about her wearing a bracelet with his name carved on it..it's really true..i read it in a magazine.. and then he sheepishly said, "Yeah..i am.." haha..stupid huh?? ok part 2..
i was about to go to bed and Good Charlotte were somehow bunking over at this house that i lived in (in the dream, that is)..and i had to share a single bed with Billy!! he was snoozing so i didn't know what to do..and i just stood there wondering if i should sleep on the floor instead..i'm not THAT desperate, ok?? and then the dream ended..weird huh? i guess that 'The truth is out there'..haha..

Worked up!!

2004-11-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> She Left Me by McFLY (God i love this song!!)
due to requests from somebody..you know who you are..i'm gonna update you on my loopy life!!
i went to the twinzies' house on tuesday..we had loads of fun there, we watched the Simple Plan rock special on MTV and we squealed at parts when either Pierre or David were being cute..aww..we then watched White Chicks..it's pirated, mind you..but it was of great quality..anyway, it was hilarious and we had and it delicious!! joycelyn, the twins and i then licked the plates, much to the horror of the others..we then went to their room and i took some pictures of them either staring lustfully or stroking pictures of Billy GC..but i only managed to keep one cos some were deleted..
they then went online to search for pictures of GC and SP..so now they have a SP wallpaper!! we then played Sims 2 and created a new family of some people..ahem.. sorry but it's only for insiders to know..ahem..
anyway the other days were just boring..so i guess i'll end it now..

Manic Monday..

2004-11-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Eyes On You by Jay Sean (suprisingly nice R&B song..hmm..)
i'm bored to tears man..the telly has no decent shows and practically everyone has CCAs..so all i do is mooch round the house like a useless bum..where is school when you actually want it?? not like i actually WANT it..ok i'll stop being silly..
ok..i think loads of people see me as a crazy loon who is obsessed with McFLY..i think even my granny thinks i'm bonkers..you know what? even i think i'm mad..my walls sometimes freak me out cos there are so many posters..my wallet has loads of pictures of McFLY..even my blog has a McFLY layout!! arghh..anyway, i don't really care cos it isn't harmful or anything, at least it keeps my mind off suicidal thoughts like some teenagers that think about death and how awful their lives are ALL THE TIME..in that case, i'd very much rather become a loon, thank you very much..

First Aid Hysteria

2004-11-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> White Houses by Vanessa Carlton
i finally completed my first aid course!! yay..it was actually kinda fun if you ask me..the CPR a.k.a "The Kiss of Life" part was cool..the room was scary though..it was full of dummy heads and dummy masks..i also kept falling over in the room..haha..
oh yes..i officially think that taufik should win Singapore Idol..he was so good in his performance of 'Ain't No Sunshine'..it really blew me off my feet..he'd definately do us proud in World Idol..
i guess that's all..bye then!!

Fun, Fun, Fun

2004-11-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Predictable by Good Charlotte
ok, i have to blog for two days..bear with me..this would be LONG..
Tuesday

i loved that day!! damn, it was mighty fun!! i went to the twinzies' house for a while and i saw their electric guitar (cool!) and we talked about stuff and listened to music..then joycelyn and yvonne came over and we talked for a while and set off for the chalet..it was kinda squeezy behind so i sat on the floor of the car..and everyone was raving about how i was like a little dog..erm..
ok anyway we reached there and my legs were numb by then (doh!) and we went into the room..we settled really quickly and when we were left alone, we put all the m&m's onto the bed and started chucking some down the window..haha..we also played the Simple Plan album and we sang 'Welcome To My Life' really loudly and the people downstairs were looking at us as if we were loons..i'm not saying we're not..
we also played silly games and jumped around everywhere..haha..so in the end, the bed was filled with m&m stains and chips!! we then went bowling and we were complaining about the sweatiness we could feel in the stinky bowling shoes we rented..eww..we logged our names as our first name's initials and the surnames of the guys we fancy..so gina was G Martin (cos she likes Billy Martin of GC), germaine was G Desrosiers (cos she likes David Desrosiers of SP) and i was M Judd (cos i like Harry Judd of McFLY) and so on..so my name was MJ on the moniter and the others kept calling me Michael Jackson!! i think that name was jinxed cos whenever they said 'Go Michael Jackson!!' the stupid ball would go into the gutter!! but when they said 'Go Mel Judd!!', it would get a good hit..cool huh? we then went around the place and stood at a green lamp at the carpark and tried to scare drivers..but of course, it didn't work..haha..

Today

i woke up early, round 6.15..cos i needed to go for this first aid course in the first aid centre..it lasted for about 8 hours..it was kinda informative but i have to do that for THREE WHOLE DAYS!!! that's horrid!! i guess that's all..i'm out!!

Holiday

2004-11-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> I Believe In A Thing Called Love by The Darkness (whooo..)
i'm back from my trip to malaysia and i'm so tired now..i bought a few dvds, a shirt, a wallet, a pencil case and a leather bracelet..that's really pathetic compared to the other times i went overseas..anyway..I GOT A TATTOO!!! haha..it's just henna..i'm not allowed to get a real one..even my mum got one..she's a nutter sometimes..my tattoo is this star with some design on the sides..it's pretty cool and i can't wait to show it off!!
i stayed with my gran and a really cute cousin..she's called joey and is five this year..she's really smart and can speak english, malay, chinese and cantonese..even i can't do that!! all i do is just nod and go 'mmm' when my gran speaks to me in cantonese..i'm hopeless in languages!! anyway i found out that one of my granduncle was actually a gangster in his younger years..he was also the boss!! but he's old now and you can't really imagine him as a gangster..haha..yeah my uncle had this shih-tzu( is that how you spell it?) called..*drum roll please*..RONALDO!! God please save whoever named that dog..my cousin just goes round calling him 'Nado'..i actually think that's much better that Ronaldo..but i wish i had a dog though..maybe a husky or german shepard..now THAT'S cool..well, i guess that's all i have to say..bye!!

Patrol Second!!

2004-11-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day (i luv it!)
i'm so happy!! i've been made patrol second in guides!! that came as a HUGE shock cos i didn't expect myself to be made patrol second..guess all my hard work has paid off..
anyway i think that my mind is pretty freaky..for example, i would think of a song and it would most of the time be played on the radio!! i have experienced deja vu many times too..like i dreamt of a poster of the series 'Friends' and the next day, i saw the EXACT same thing in a bookshop..although i have only seen it before in my dream..creepy..i've had dreams of me being close mates with McFLY too..hope that really comes true..
i'm going to Malaysia tomorrow so i won't be blogging for a few days..so today i was at the basement carpark of my house and there was this lady who my close neighbours know as the 'Stingy Lady' and another lady whose dog always poos around the pool area..and she doesn't clean it up..that's damn irresponsible man!! anyway i saw then arguing with a security guard about some stuff..what idiots!! they're lucky i haven't complained about them!! so to express my annoyance, i let out a loud sigh in the lift as the door closed..hope they get the message and stop being such irritating gits..muahaha..
i guess that's all..this is Mel signing out..bye!!

Camp Closed!!

2004-11-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton (think White Chicks)
my gosh..i'm back from camp at last!! it was actually kinda fun honestly but i was so tired out after each day..the place was so creepy..especially at night..i SWORE i heard some weird noises..AIIIIEEEEE!!! the patrols (groups) we were in were named after different X-men, i was in the Cyclops patrol..so we wore shades for our identity..haha..
anyway we had kayaking on the 2nd day and it was really enjoyable although i always arrived last..haha..i was wearing my shades the whole way and the instructors found it cool..heh..we had hiking the next day and my legs were aching..hmm other than that nothing else happened except that we got really smelly and filthy..haha..i guess that's all..i wanna go to my comfy bed..

Camp blues..

2004-11-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
i feel mentally unstable..i'm having this really long camp (4D/3N) for Guides in hmm..about 34 hours (is it?) till the camp..the camp's fun and all but i just have this phobia of camps..maybe i need a psychologist -> ..haha..
anyway i went to Ikea with my mum today..it was actually MY idea..i just had this urge to go see furniture..told you i needed a psychologist..i also had a nice, long hotdog with ketchup (i HATE mustard and all the other stuff) :p
anyway i'm getting pissed with Britney more and more everyday..she's just a media whore!! she's relying on her sex appeal to sell records..that's stupid..i was thinking, if she was gonna carry on like this, might as well just buy a copy of Playboy right?? (refering to guys..doh!)
i guess that's it..nothing else interesting to say..see you on Monday (if i survive the camp)

Shopping Madness!!

2004-10-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

Song Playing-> That Girl by McFLY

i spent like a lord today..i bought..
1) 3 pairs of jeans = $72
2) A magazine = $6.90
3) 3 pairs of socks = $15
4) A belt = $19
5) A really nice chain like bracelet = $36
my favourite item would definately be the bracelet..it looks almost alike to the one Danny McFLY wears!! it's silver and has this punk/grunge look..really cool stuff
anyway i just went downstairs for a swim and got really pissed with some people cos they keep blocking your way and i had to stop so many times just to avoid them!! idiots..
i'm glad that school's out but i'm sure gonna miss the great times i had with my pals..the times we sang out hearts out, the times we pretended to be part of reality shows, the times when we played Uno..ok..i'll stop now..before i start sobbing.. ..haha..

Blu-tack blues

2004-10-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

Song playing -> Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

i'm so tired now..just came back from Guides..we had to do orienteering, turfing (digging holes in the ground) and chop firewood for our campfire..by the time i finished chopping the wood, i smelled like a bag of barbecued chips!! it smelled nice..so i didn't mind ;p
oh yes, we had creative competition yesterday..4/7's performance was great!! it left me in stitches after every line..that's how funny it was..they won so i guess that it's much more sensible than the Singapore Idol votings..belinda lee came to our school as a judge cos she was from our school before..she was kinda down-to-earth but had this weird accent..God knows where she got it from..some girls screamed for her from the gallery but i didn't really care cos i'm not into these kinda stuff..but if it was McFLY, that would be a totally different story :)
i'm pissed with my msn messenger account..i can't seem to sign in!! now i can't chat with anyone..anyway, i hate blu-tack cos my posters keep falling off every morning!! i think it's because of the dry air than the air conditioning produces..sometimes i have to wake up in the middle of the night just to paste my posters back!!
yay!! christopher FINALLY got out!! haha..he was a disgrace to the whole competition.. his horrid singing was taking its toll on me..all he knew was to smile and look pretty and make some girls (not including me) vote for him..that's rubbish!!
that's all i guess..Melissa OUT!!

Boo Hoo!!

2004-10-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

i'm depressed..some of my best mates are leaving me..preethi, georgie, germaine and bhavna are not in my class anymore!! georgie's case is most tragic..she's going to an entirely different school..in Holland Village!! preethi, bhavna and germaine are going to 3/6..that's tragic too..a cruel twist of fate if you ask me..
here's a list of top 10 things i'll miss because of the shuffling..
1) There'll be no more exchanging of posters. (erm..me??)
2) There'll be no more stupid impressions of different telly shows. (the whole group!!)
3) There'll be no more introductions on latest rock bands. (germaine!!)
4) There'll be no one to rave about McFLY with. (georgie!!)
4) There'll be no more chillipepperpritzgingerbread. (germaine,bhavna and preethi!!)
5) There'll be no more Mc2/8. (georgie!!)
6) There'll be no more Fellowship of the Mummies. (georgie!!)
7) There'll be no group of rockers. (georgie and germaine!!)
8) There'll be no more "Underwear Dances". (haha..bhavna!!)
9) There'll be no more singing sessions. (germaine and georgie!!)
10) There'll be no group to piss people off with our laughter and singing.
(preethi, germaine and bhavna!!)

time passed so fast..we barely got to 'savour the moments' together!! sob..

Dance Dunce

2004-10-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm dying of tiredness right now..i was actually supposed go for pre-camp training but i had the stupid dance thing to stay back for..*groan* it was really tiring and i was like a walking stink bomb after the whole thing! i just can't believe that we have to perform the dance..it's injustice!! discrimination!!!
anyway..we didn't get through for the creative competition..man..we had our hopes up high..but no sec 2 class got in so..i guess that's a consolation..haha ;)
i guess that's all that happened..i guess i'm just a dance dunce..

Habbo Hotel

2004-10-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

today was not very eventful..as usual..i wish my life was more exciting..*sigh*..anyway, back to my day..we had the creative competition auditions today..i think we did quite well!! we then went back to class and played Uno and listened to the radio..then a GREAT thing happened!! they played 5 COLOURS IN HER HAIR!!! i was so happy that me and Georgina started shouting the whole song until my throat was sore!!
anyway we then had dance (again) where the teacher 'tied up the loose ends' for our stupid dance performance..eww..it's unfair..my group has to perform but the other one can just sit back and laugh at our hopelessly lame dancing!! grr..
ok..that's all..gotta go cool my rage with McFLY songs!!

Randomness..

2004-10-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

today was pretty boring cos we had nothing to do at all..there was also no radio to entertain us..hmph..i sat with the twinzies gang and we played stupid games like 'Murderer','I never' and other ridiculous games :)
we then had dance..it was also boring..the teacher told us to get in groups of four so i went with Genevieve, Yvonne and Cheryl..we were supposed to do this assessment thingy and had to do some actions and perform them..my group did a little practice and when it was time to perform, we just did random actions to pass the time..surprisingly, the teacher said that ours was good and we were advancing into another level and we were truely an "elite class"..i thought our performance sucked..well my group at least.. maybe the dancing techniques now are supposed to be natural..in other words, RANDOM!
anyway that's all..sayonara!!

Shopperholic..

2004-10-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

hey..i spent quite a lot today..i bought a nail buffer, a black bag and a Smash Hits magazine..what's worse, i blew 36 bucks on a bottle of White Musk perfume just to get a free handbag!! but it was pretty nice anyway..it's really pretty and is worth about $20.. so..it's pretty worth it actually..ok..i'll stop using the word 'pretty' ;p
i having a splitting headache now and can't really think straight..argh!! the weather has been gloomy these days..either that or really humid and hot weather..sob..why can't we have the four seasons here?? we're stuck to the same old weather the whole year round!
what's worse, rubbish 'idols' like Christopher can stay for so long in the competition when he can't sing at all!! more like Singapore Idiot.
hmm..i have nothing else to say..see ya then!!

AIYAH!!!

2004-10-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

i just got back from pre-camp training and am feeling so very tired right now..anyway i got back my exam papers yesterday and i was so disappointed!! i failed my english paper 2 horribly..but it seemed that practically the whole class did..that's so idiotic!! what exactly is the school's problem?? ok, the others go like this..chinese- 69%,history- 62.5%, geography- 69%, maths- 72%, literature (i sucked at that)- 58% and science- 74%..really bad if you ask me..
on a lighter note, i went to the discovery centre yesterday with my class for an excursion and it was ok..but the part that we had to play a gameshow like thingy was just BORING!! i then bought a pack of nuggets and chips and had that when i was watching some show about an adventure in this theatre and i SWEAR that i got really really sick after eating it..it was horribly greasy and what's worse, we were going on a simulator afterwards!! fortunately, i didn't puke after the ride ;p
ok..today's events..i had pre-camp training for the whole day and almost fainted (ok.. maybe that's a tad bit exaggerated)..it was really hot there and the ropes that were used for the tent pitching were so rough that my hands were red..and are still red now.. what's worse, when you sat down, the ants and God-knows-what insects would bite your arse and force you to stand up again..grr!!
i guess that's all..bye!!

Monotonous Monopoly..bleugh..

2004-10-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

today was boring!! it's already the end of the exams and they STILL insist on us playing Monopoly for a competition..how very exciting..what's worse is that i'm a so-called 'facilitator' which is just a posh name for banker..haha..all i did for the game was to just sit there, collect money, give out money and ensure no one cheats..fortunately the group i got to 'serve' were quiet ones!! but by a stroke of genius (mine, of course..haha) i managed to get joycelyn and germaine to join ornie in a group..yeah!! yes..i almost forgot..thanks to yvonne, preethi, bhavna (my 'nigerian sis'), gina, germaine and joycelyn for that lovely birthday pressie!! i love it and would put all those wicked songs that we wrote in it okie??
ok..back to my day..we played 3 rounds of Monopoly for the WHOLE day man!! that was really monotonous hell!! i'm relieved that we won't be doing this stupid game anymore.. i think i have a phobia of it already!! monopolophobia..cool!! i then had pre-camp training for guides..3 hours..really tired now..*yawn*..nitey nite..zzzzzzzzzzz...

Happy Birthday to ME!!

2004-10-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

it's my birthday today and nothing can get me down..even if that shitty britney song is playing on the radio right now..grr..i just don't see the big deal with her! she can't really sing well and depends on her sex appeal to sell records..i mean..what's up with that?? she might as well be a playboy model right?? she also is asking natasha bendingfield to write songs for her..cos she's too thick to even come up with a song herself!! anyway i thought of a great song to write..it'll be called 'singapore idiot' and it'll be about jerry!! it's brilliant and would have the tune of 'american idiot' by green day!! i already thought of the first two lines..here it goes..jerry ong is a singapore idiot, a disgrace to the singapore media..hahaha..maybe i'll think of a song for christopher too!!
anyway i bought a 'it's hot!' magazine and 'i am david' by anne holm..that's Harry's fave book btw..it's about this boy that escapes from prison and run away and..well, you know the rest..anyway i have nothing more to say..so that's all in my world of RaNdOmNeSs..

Jerry...OUT!!

2004-10-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

**this post is dedicated to the loath i have towards christopher and jerry of Singapore Idol..reader discretion is advised..in simple words..fans of christopher and jerry , don't read this cos you might be offended..thank you**

jerry's out..finally!! i'm overjoyed..but still a little sad cos christopher didn't get to the bottom 3..so pathetic!! now that jerry's out, the gun would be pointed at christopher.. hehehehe..his 'dazzling' smile can't save him now!! muahahahaha!! gurmit singh said that next week would be one where they would sing songs by christina (eeks!) and britney (EEKS!!)..so i'm guessing that the theme would be pop..i hope no one sings any McFLY song..especially christopher..he'll so totally spoil it!! i think the only reason he's around for so long is because some girls find him cute..well i don't!! i think that he should have joined Mr Universe instead..nah..he's not good enough..hahaha ;b
jerry also said that he discovered that he was cut out for music..all i have to say to him is "just play the guitar and don't sing"..harsh..but i'm doing this for the welfare of music listeners and the poor tellys that have to be on mute each time he comes on ;D

Bored to hell!!

2004-10-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

i'm really bored right now..although the exies are over, i still feel that i'm just not free..i dunno why..my brain screw must be loose or something..hmm..
anyway, i would wish to complain about the crap music that the radio stations are playing!! the top spots of the charts are usually hip hop or techno..what happened to good old rock?? anyway, i plan to create a chart of the hated songs for the week..here's this week's chart..in random order..
1) Goodies- Ciara and Petey Pablo
2) Flap your wings- Nelly
3) Call on me- Eric Prydz
4) Radio- Robbie Williams
5) Tilt ur head back- Christina A and Nelly
6) Lose your breath- Destiny's Child
7) My perogative- Britney Spears
8) The Joker- Fatboy Slim
as you can see, hip hop is the most hated choice of music for me..R&B is fine..anyway.. since the exies are over, yvonne and the gang and i plan to publish a book like thingy full of song parodies about our teachers..particually The CHIA and The LEE..i wrote a few tunes already, like 'Obviously', 'Class on the fourth floor', 'She will have bookshelves' and 'Mr Lee'..really cool tunes..oh yeah before i forget, i would like to thank Georgina for her wonderful pressie..a McFLY calendar!! God Bless Georgina!!
anyway back to my outing with Ornie, Ah Qiong, Dougster, Qianwen, Sufie and Cheryl.. ok, we were in the train making some noise so i came up with the idea of playing a game..we had to not make any contact with each other till the stop..so we kept quiet.. and i swear that it became so much quieter!! it was pretty tough so i spent most of the time staring outside..yeah..we then went to HMV and the rest decided to go to the third floor while Sufie and i stayed at the second floor..and we got lost!! we kept calling them but we still couldn't find them..so we decided to meet at the neo-print place..and after about 15 minutes, they finally came..the place was crowded so we went to the one at Cathay Cineleisure..after that, some of them went home so Dougster, Sufie, Cheryl and i went to KFC to have a drink..it was fine till i came out with this 'brilliant' game..me and Dougster drank a few huge gulps of pepsi and tried to burp..Dougster burped immediately but mine took a while to come out..and it was damn loud!! i think everyone might have thought that i had really bad table manners but in some culture..i forgot which one..to burp means that you enjoyed the meal!!
i guess that's all i have to say for today..That's All Folks!!

I'm BACK!!!

2004-10-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey!! i'm back!! the exies are finally OVER!! i'm damn happy right now..i went to Orchard Road with Ornie, Dougster, Ah Qiong, Qianwen, Sufie and Cheryl..we went to HMV and i got a totp mag..though i was tempted to get the Alterbridge and Green Day album..i had money..but i just wasnt in a spending mood..sigh..we then took neo-prints at Cathay Cineleisure. it was fun until Dougster, Ornie and i got to this horrid booth with 3 cameras....all the instructions were in japanese and we just pressed what ever we wanted..haha..then we had to dart up and down to face each camera..really tiring!! i better end now..bye!!

I CAN"T BELIEVE IT!!!

2004-10-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

GOD!! what the hell is wrong with perfect 10?? the so-called "new" songs they'll be playing are absolute TRASH!!! they had 'babycakes' by three-of-a-kind..which is just a song that's 'one kind'..and nelly (eughhh) feat christina a. (double eughhh) with a stupid song that i could not care less to remember!! then i thought they might feature 'that girl' by McFly and 'only one' by yellowcard but NO..they had to have this idioticly shitty song by some bozo that somehow managed to 'stay at the top of the British charts', his name is eric prydz or something like that..his song was PURE CRAP!!! how can these gits get to the top of charts?? must be some tone-deaf idiots that voted for them..

Exam Alert!!

2004-09-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty scared now..cos my exams are in about a week's time..i dunno why..but i just feel that i'll never be prepared!! i really hope that the exam papers are burnt up or something like that..cos i can't take the pressure!! so i guess i'll be blogging less these three weeks or so..the teachers really say loads of tosh nowadays..they don't seem to care about revising the chapters..i think that they're really behind time..they're rushing all the chapters together!! what's worse, they include all those chapters that we have absolutely NO idea about!!
anyway..joycelyn and i made up this parody of Maroon 5's "She will be loved"..it's about Ms Chia (art teacher) and Mr Lee (D&T teacher)..arf!! ok here it goes..He doesn't mind spending everyday, out in his workshop doing bookshelves, look for the woman with a pot belly, ask her if she wants somemore jelly, and she will have bookshelves, she will have boo-oo-okshelves. He knows where she hides, alone in her Honda Civic, knows all the things that make her who she is, he knows that CD racks mean nothing at all, cos what she wants is boo-oo-oo-okshelves. Tap on on her window, knock on her door, he, wants to make her more bookshelves..He doesn't mind spending everyday, out in his workshop doing bookshelves, look for the woman with a pot belly, ask her if she wants somemore jelly, and she will have boo-oo-okshelves...haha..it's kinda brilliant cos both of us made it up on the spot..haha..

Sick and Tired..

2004-09-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired of school..especially exams..the teachers seem to give us such difficult exams and they can just stand there and laugh their heads off..and later scold us like mad when we fail..it's just unfair..yeah..today was awful!! we had to sit at that court again and read our books..can't they use their stinking brains and let us sit in our class? they always tell us that a 'condusive' environment helps us to study better..and do you call a outdoor court in which we have to sit while feeling our legs slowly dropping off so-called 'condusive'?? i don't think so..i know..you might think i'm really pissed today..but actually, i'm not at all..i'm quite happy!! it's just that today i want to..erm..express my anger towards the stupidity of the school..hahahahahahahahaha!!
we had art and that chia held us back cos one of the caps of her paint bottles was missing..she didn't allow us to go unless we found it..but the thing was, the cap was already missing since yesterday!! she still continued to hold us back and told us about being 'responsible' people and us not having a 'good' attitude towards work..well..her attitude stinks more than ours!! i guess that's all, i think i better leave right now..haha..

I believe in a thing called LURRVVE..haha

2004-09-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

hey i think you think this is about me being in love..but no..sadly for you..it isn't..it just popped in my head..haha..today was quite okay cos there was no standard tests..which just suck!! we then had chinese in which we continued with the dreaded oral..i was practically sleeping during that time..no offence to the people who had their oral!! we then had the 'slacking' period..aka Design and Technology..which..i must say..is the most useless subject in the world!! we did our book racks while talking and i finally managed to finish it..phew..that lee kc then gave us HOMEWORK!! i think this was the 1st time in D&T history that he gave homework..haha!! after recess, we had music and we watch that movie on Beethoven and finished our questions..and when handed in the book, the teacher HAD to give it back to me and told me to write it again cos 'it was too messy'!! the other lessons were normal and i stayed back to finish my art..i was with twinz, joycelyn and bhavna and we were singing away and the other people just looked at us like we were idiots..which we are!! then that 'lizard' tan went to chia's workroom and they spent a long time in there!! ooo..then when he came out, he was smiling away to her!! maybe i really DID happen..i shudder just thinking about it..haha..

Lovely day..right..

2004-09-20T18:05:00.000+08:00

today we started school with that stupid reading session in the dreaded festival court..i read 'About a Boy'..a book on this immature man and this mature boy that help each other..pretty funny..then we had chinese when we had to write this idiotic formal letter..i don't see what's the use of doing it now..the exams are till the end of the book and yet she still wants to forsake the other chapters for such an unimportant thing!! we then had PE..i played captain's ball..it was really fun..until it started raining.. then we had recess..i'm sad to say that..sob..i ate chicken!! i guess i DO have chicken..i mean BIRD flu after all..haha..
for history we did a so-called debate..i was the 4th speaker so i was really scared to screw up..i don't think it did though..i HOPE not..we then had dance..this stupid male teacher came and kept telling us not to do any nonsense..well the things he did were more nonsensical..haha..the other lessons were just boring..and we got back our progess cards..fortunately i didn't fail any..but the results were just borderline..sob..
i think i'm gonna stay back after school tomorrow cos i gotta finish the stupid art homework for that even MORE stupid chia..she expects us to finish it in one week..as if we have so much time for her crappy work!! oh yeah..Dougster got a blog!! it's sunnie-sideup.blogspot..guess which genius thought of it? ME!! haha..bye then..

Stupid hip-hop music..

2004-09-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

where do i begin..hmm..ok i woke up today and got ready for cathechism class.i took two slices of chocolate chip bread (yum!) and read the papers for interesting news.. unfortunately..nothing really caught my eye..i then went to class and we talked more about sex..really freakish if u ask me..one teacher said when he was in university, one lecturer talked about sex and about the..ahem..APPROVED POSITIONS FOR SEX..haha.. didn't know that they taught such stuff at university!! ok that reminds me..i saw the trailer for Dodgeball and this phrase really cracked me up..it was "It's time to grab life.. by the BALLS"..haha..
ok nothing else really interesting happened later..so i wanna talk about the stupidness of some hip-hop music..they really bore the life out of me!! i know that their beats are really so-called 'catchy' but i really hate them..cos they make no sense..you can't even hear what they're rapping or so-called 'singing' about!! the radio stations in Singapore are really irritating sometimes cos they ALWAYS play these tunes!! i get so pissed sometimes that i just switch to CDs!! i know that i can't possibly stop them from playing these tunes but can't they have different radio stations for different genres of music?? and what really scares me is that more and more of these songs are getting top spots on chart shows!! practically 70% of the music are hip-hop or rap or whateva you call them!! the MTV video music awards was also bombarded with these acts!! where are all the pop/rock/punk bands?? oh God please help these idiotic people to play less of these songs!! haiz..and while i'm writing this, a stupid hip-hop song is playing..what can be worse??

Outrageous..my shopping spree..

2004-09-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

haha..i noe the title is part of a Britney song..but i just couldn't think of any other!! ok i woke up today and went to that place to get the TV with my parents. in the end we didn't buy anything cos there wasn't much varieties..but i did see part of Shrek 2 on a telly though..it was really funny..i can't wait to get the dvd!!
oh yeah my dad's office had this 'Survivor' thingie at East Coast the day before and he brought back two scarfs and they had lil logos with like "Survivor-East Coast' on it..it's amazing how lame some banks can be (my dad works in Citibank)..very cute scarfs..i think the twinz would luv it..haha..
yes..ok..i went back after lunch and studied a bit (i'm a nerd..i noe) and i went out to Parkway Parade with my mum and we ate at Hans..i ate this HUGE beef burger with really crispy fries..yum!! oh yes!! i broke the habit today!! i didn't take any chicken!! haha..guess i don't have bird flu after all..haha..i then bought a new wallet, handphone straps, the Beach Boys' CD and a Top of the Poops..oops..Pops mag..then i went home..and i bumped into Sister Angela..she was eating ice cream while looking after this small girl..i guess she was from the home..then i went home..and here i am!! haha..i guess that's all..bye!!